Jun 22, 2003 07:23
i dunt kno wat to even say right now i jus got home...lastnite was crazyy heading to vita's i bumped into doug fuckin Wiehl holy shit he was like the epitimey of cool and georgous...he was the guy to change me and all of a sudden he was walking down the block! We chilled all nite catching up to all the shit we've missed.
I can't even describe the elated feeling right now of seeing him...hes the one person in the world ill never forget, he taught me sooo much and there he was sitting next me! He had been on my mind constantly latley, i fell in love w/ him all over again. Still i don't stop myself even though i m aware that hes the guy i have so hard tryed to push out of my head to keep reality in focus.
he hasn't changed -his eyes still deep- mouth irresistable
it was too much --all to familiar feeling- this time though i kno
he comes and goes, but when hes around the world stops- ive loved him so much and i can't --
steve bruschemi
a- team
tru romance
maxima rough engine -boat
drugz
bugged out
nite sky
lips
unbelievable i can't sleep im scared ill
only remember it as a dream
lost w/ all his other memories--
i was scared to leave hes always seemed so busy
dissapears with all his conversations and words left in the
air dangling through my mind----i hope this isn't the last of him
doug damn really molded my heart -im 15 all over again