Nov 08, 2006 16:51
Well my day off was okay.........went to koro's new house with neo, played chems with ronny, matt and john. Funny shit, then dropped off neo and matt back home.....
I dont understand shit these days, im tired of moping around, like some faggot emo, cause that aint my style. i always look to the bright side, but frustration always gets people especially me. Guess its natural for ur average high school student. But i hate keeping shit inside, its so retarted, thats why i write up my mind in this bitch. Im trying to talk to people that i dont talk to as much anymore....and like my ex girlfriend was telling me how much i changed, and how carefree ive been...and i'll have to agree, i havent cared about much..and i think thats why my former friends dont even talk to me nemore...But hey thats life. what can u expect? If u change once, u definitely can change again....It gets very difficult, but i shouldnt be the one complaining...so far ive only hung out with two friends..lol yeah seems like dont have a life huh? but idk.....its kinda hard to find some happiness inside when theres not a damn thing u dont like about urself....and its like i dont trust neone either...it sucks..but its ok, hopefully things go back to the way it once was, or things change for the better.....
well neway out man