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I just feel compelled to say that I love my friends even when things aren't right between us. No matter where we go or who we become if you're reading this I hope you know that I'm always here for you.
It kills me to lose touch with people. I know it happens and people change, but I guess I just always thought I'd hold on tighter.
I feel like the same person as always and everything just keeps changing. People you were so close to are suddenly completely different people to the point where you don't even know how to talk to them. It feels almost like a death. You find yourself looking at pictures and wondering what happened to them - and if in the same sort time you could change so drastically.
Ugh, I need to write about some happy things in here.
I had a decent weekend. Work was redunkulous on Friday... theres good stories there but I'm too tired to type them.
Saturday was my last Dance Christmas Party, it was standard... slightly awkward but always enjoyable. I came to the conclusion I'm even gonna miss hating some of these people. I love them all at least marginally. Also - I clearly gave the best present ever.
Yesterday was a good senior time. I love Samantha Dwyer and Lindsay Himes a little. Or a lot. Dance was ok.
Well now I must go teach. I'm late every Tuesday. Hopefully today I'll make it in time.
i love you.
allie
It kills me to lose touch with people. I know it happens and people change, but I guess I just always thought I'd hold on tighter.
I feel like the same person as always and everything just keeps changing. People you were so close to are suddenly completely different people to the point where you don't even know how to talk to them. It feels almost like a death. You find yourself looking at pictures and wondering what happened to them - and if in the same sort time you could change so drastically.
Ugh, I need to write about some happy things in here.
I had a decent weekend. Work was redunkulous on Friday... theres good stories there but I'm too tired to type them.
Saturday was my last Dance Christmas Party, it was standard... slightly awkward but always enjoyable. I came to the conclusion I'm even gonna miss hating some of these people. I love them all at least marginally. Also - I clearly gave the best present ever.
Yesterday was a good senior time. I love Samantha Dwyer and Lindsay Himes a little. Or a lot. Dance was ok.
Well now I must go teach. I'm late every Tuesday. Hopefully today I'll make it in time.
i love you.
allie