Oct 13, 2004 19:25
today agy , jsut everythings been gayy to school, to fieldhockey to just everythingg ... me and timmy got in a fight again . but i been talking to billy lee since i got home, and hes helping . making me feel better . i just need someone to explode my feelings out on someone, and who better to talk to than mr. lee . but todays just been annoying . everything to me is annyoing and frustating, and i donno . i guess it was kinda my fault me and timmy got in a fight but then not? because i flipped out buut he did something . but i guess i yelled a little too much ... ok say it ' hes whipped ' i no atleast someone was thinking that, just for once id like everyone to be nice to one another and not say stuff like ' ohh alex , your sucha slut ho bitch hore " ughh it just gets me so mad sometimes , and like i wanna tell someone how i feel but i just cant put it in words to explain . maybe just once someone can say something to me and be serious about it . im sick and tirred of it, its driving me crazy.. and you, change wen your around your friends acting like we never talk and were enmies , always being gay to me and acting like a child ; i love you to death . maybe if you were more mature about somethings we'd be even better friends . or maybe just take more things seriously..i hope your happier than i am ......
comment please
* timmy <3