Well

Oct 27, 2005 15:59

I haven't updated in a while. Last weekend was awsome!!! Friday I went to the Legeon for Stephens concert and hung out with a lot of people I don't normally get to hang with. Such as LD and Brit Kastrava. Then Court was running late and I got scared that she was going to forget about me and I kind of got mad at her. Then she called and explained what happened and she ended up sleeping over. She is so cute. Now we're back to being buds.

Saturday was like amazing! So Sarah picks me up to go to Party City to get Pirate costumes for the Pirate Party. I have one so I just got accessories. Then Sam picked me up at Radio Shack. We hung out for a while until she had to go to work. Since for some reason she didn't want me alone in her house or room, she called Lane to "babysit" me. OH yes. So she dropped me off at the orchards. Then on our way we went. So first we were at this girl Britneys party and I supposedly look like a girl named Jenna. Then we left for a smaller party. A party that had 8 boys and 1 girl.. me. I wasn’t complaining. So we were all chilling and then Lane and I kissed. Then we left to go back to Britneys. There I saw Kelsi who’s awesome and Jane who’s just as cool!! Then Lane and I started making out again, in the middle of everything of course. It was one of those make out stop talk make out. So, we made out and the three cutest things he said were… “Wow, you’re a good kisser. I’ve never told anyone that before.” Make out “I’ll drink to that” Make out “You know you’ve officially made out with your baby sitter.” He also asked me about West Milford I just told him I’d have to bring him there/here. Then Sarah and Sam came and we went upstairs to greet them Then Lane and I ended up making out on the stairs until it was time to go. Then we got in his car and made out at the orchards. So we were basically making out from 8:30ish to like 12ish. Yeah he’s a good kisser.

Sunday I hung out with Sam Mack and Bean and Sam was trying to dread Mack’s hair. That didn’t work out so well. Then we had to go to Sam’s grandmas where we met a kid who just came back from Iraq. He doesn’t like the news reporters and so he kind of is trying to boycott the news. It was interesting to hear from a soldiers point of view. It was nice. Then Home I went.

Monday I went to young life and saw Mike. Yet, when I saw him I didn’t desire him like I use to. I didn’t want to kiss him or for him to tell me that he still loves me. I just want to be his friend but if it isn’t worth it to him then I can live without him. This feeling is so cool. Even when I try to think about Mike I really can’t. I told Lane how he got me over Mike and he was happy about it which means there’s a chance he likes me. And if I’m wrong that’s ok too. I’m ok to be by myself for once.

Tuesday and Wednesday I was sick as a dog. I had very violent dreams when I was sick but oh well.

RANDOM FACT OF THE DAY: Emo kids don’t just slit there wrists.. they slit their legs with razors and their pubes.. LD, Brit, and I discovered this at the show!!
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