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so today was lame. i cant sleep so much on my mind. i miss my girls so much its really starting to affect me more everyday. now the one thing that kept my sanity in place has turned their back on me basically. i just need a break. ive poured my heart out for too many people and i end up in the same place everytime. its not fair but i guess thats where my life was supposed to go. i dont consider myself to be the best choice for anyone, i mean there is always something better, but i truly felt that i am good for her. maybe we wouldnt have worked out, maybe we would have broken up anyway. i probably will never kno the true outcome of this situation. i think i should talk to someone, maybe they can help get my head straight. at least one positive, kodiak detention is almost up! yay