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so officially today she told me that we cant work out, because of how we fought. what a fucking cop out. if you dont want to be with someone then just say it. or if you are afraid of what could be then say that too. dont lead a person on for weeks and then let them down, in text nevertheless. why am i cursed to be unhappy. i mean isnt it bad enough that i cant see my kids everyday? or that i am wasting away. i have no motivation. no drive for anything. i thought that what i had was good. i thought she could be good for me, i thought that one day it could be something great. i have never been a very optimistic person, and this is why. i had hope, i had faith and this is what it got me. fucking shot down. well lets see what more fucked up things can come my way