Oct 15, 2005 00:41
i really dont kno what is wrong with me. everytihg i seem to touch i destroy. id ont kno why i really dont. i dont kno what i want when i want it or if i really want it. NO one knows how much it kills me inside to be me. i have so many things that i wish i had done differnetly. uhhh i cant stand it i really cant. how any one puts up with me i dont kno. i feel that i should be alone for the rest of my life. i am worth no ones time. FUCK ME