I am indeed free like a bird without school :)
I enjoyed the conversation i had with weiwei last night. It was just some random sharing on our way home. She shared that it is important to know why you feel the way you feel, what trigger/provoke your feeling. It is often so easy to just think at a superficial level, got a satisfactory answer and stop just right there. But sometimes, there may be just deeper issue that trigger your actions, your thoughts. I think it's very true. It may date back to your childhood as well. She also commented that i am a happy go lucky person. Haha i think she's the first to said that to me. And happy go lucky person don't usually think deep, oh well =x
Okay, THINK DEEPER.
This morning in the train, i was really trying hard to think deeper. I thought about the 2 questions she posed to me. I just got no clue how to go about tackling the question. And i prayed to God "GOD, can you please help me think deeper". So i stood there.........but to no avail.
And i can hear the constant nagging of HS telling me to grow in few areas... i better do something about it. This is an exiciting phase of my life, i am starting to discover more about myself.... about who i really was, am and will be. I wonder what's my purpose in life... what my occupation will be.... what will i be doing in 5 years down...... you know...just so many questions about life. It may be daunting to know there are so many uncertainity ahead but i just can't help to feel excited! I just want to "GO"!
THIS IS IT. LET'S GO SHULING!