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It's amazing when the people you could trust the most you just suddenly don't anymore. especially when its someone you've known your whole life, another you've known since 4 or 5th grade, or a guy at work who really knew how hard it was to you to trust someone.
to you...you know who you are. I am mad..VERY MAD. and no its not just because i didn't get my book back when i wanted it...actually I didn't even want to give it to you, it was suppose to be due back the day before. its other things...lots of things...u know how you were going to see how long it would take for him to call you, if i did that with you, we'd never speak..why am i the one who always has to make an effort when you don't even fucking try. and i honestly hate you for that.
and to the one i've known my whole life. all i have to say is i loved the phone call. its actually amazing how many people forget your birthday. after all i've done for you...tried to help you the best way i could...you would never be there for me. and i know that now. oh dear sweet cousin, how i long to see you..and you have some lousey excuss about legal matters..how does that make any fucking sense.
to you...you know who you are. I am mad..VERY MAD. and no its not just because i didn't get my book back when i wanted it...actually I didn't even want to give it to you, it was suppose to be due back the day before. its other things...lots of things...u know how you were going to see how long it would take for him to call you, if i did that with you, we'd never speak..why am i the one who always has to make an effort when you don't even fucking try. and i honestly hate you for that.
and to the one i've known my whole life. all i have to say is i loved the phone call. its actually amazing how many people forget your birthday. after all i've done for you...tried to help you the best way i could...you would never be there for me. and i know that now. oh dear sweet cousin, how i long to see you..and you have some lousey excuss about legal matters..how does that make any fucking sense.