I have to remind myself I am happy

Oct 09, 2014 02:45

I am happy. I am just uncomfortable-money wise. My life has completely been flipped upside down.

I bought my sister off the deed of the house.
I put complete blind trust and invested in a person.
I got married. I've told no one.
A great coworker , friend , manager got fired for stupid reasons
I lost the job security with my job
I went from $13,000 in my bank account to $9.
I don't know if I'll be able to pay next months bills.
I met my other male version of me and I'm still in disbelief this guy is real.

Everything was just so cushy,secure. Now I'm living in the complete unknown.

Stresses me out to no end.

Soooo, I'm a broke ass home owner. I guess I should spend my free time sprucing up the place. The thought of cleaning makes me tired.

Thats pretty much my life summed up. I really want 2-3 jobs to keep me preoccupied. At least then I could hire a maid. Ugh
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