Happy Birthday to me
I am not 19, and thoroughly depressed. Roz has to work tomorrow, I am completely alone in my little world with no family, and of course not many people seem to understand my distress.
Well, I guess it has become official: holidays and other days of celebration are just another day on the calendar... and nothing to special, so why look forward to them like so many people do?
I am a pessimist, I know. Goodnight all - I'm going out to the living room, if Dan's not asleep I'm going to watch some TV. If he is, I'll go outside and stare at the sky... maybe fall asleep out there.
Well, I guess it has become official: holidays and other days of celebration are just another day on the calendar... and nothing to special, so why look forward to them like so many people do?
I am a pessimist, I know. Goodnight all - I'm going out to the living room, if Dan's not asleep I'm going to watch some TV. If he is, I'll go outside and stare at the sky... maybe fall asleep out there.