dying...
I am dying right now... Mana is not only appearing, but doing a signing/hand-shaking session. I hate him :(
I want to go! I really really really REALLY want to go. But i've never been to Paris. I dont know, how many crazy fangirls are living in Paris. Ah~ all stupid excuses because i am afraid to go alone. Germany again wouldnt be a problem. I have been there (ah~ Moi dix Mois concert was aaaaaaaaaaawesome. He gave me his plectrum ^^ [and i mean "give" because he didnt just throw it into the crowd]) already, not alone, but i could manage a second time by myself.
I WANT TO GO!!!
PRO: Mana is there. Wakeshima-san is performing. He's there for signing and hand-shaking. I could wear my Moi-meme-Moitie.
CONTRA: its Paris. only 350 people allowed and no tickets. I have to go alone. I have to plan in like 2 days. Chances are like 1% to be able to get in. I dont know the crazy French fangirls (I hope, he enjoys it, and there will be plenty of beautiful girls, because if there arent any i am angry because i should've been going to show him that his fans are not ugly and dont have badly dyed black hair)
i dont know *sober*
i want :(
*cuddles under bed, wearing "Fated “ raison d ' etre ” ～ Europe Tour 2007"-shirt, reading GLB, looking at 2 MdM and 1 GLB poster*
i am such a failure as a fangirl! X｜
I want to go! I really really really REALLY want to go. But i've never been to Paris. I dont know, how many crazy fangirls are living in Paris. Ah~ all stupid excuses because i am afraid to go alone. Germany again wouldnt be a problem. I have been there (ah~ Moi dix Mois concert was aaaaaaaaaaawesome. He gave me his plectrum ^^ [and i mean "give" because he didnt just throw it into the crowd]) already, not alone, but i could manage a second time by myself.
I WANT TO GO!!!
PRO: Mana is there. Wakeshima-san is performing. He's there for signing and hand-shaking. I could wear my Moi-meme-Moitie.
CONTRA: its Paris. only 350 people allowed and no tickets. I have to go alone. I have to plan in like 2 days. Chances are like 1% to be able to get in. I dont know the crazy French fangirls (I hope, he enjoys it, and there will be plenty of beautiful girls, because if there arent any i am angry because i should've been going to show him that his fans are not ugly and dont have badly dyed black hair)
i dont know *sober*
i want :(
*cuddles under bed, wearing "Fated “ raison d ' etre ” ～ Europe Tour 2007"-shirt, reading GLB, looking at 2 MdM and 1 GLB poster*
i am such a failure as a fangirl! X｜