Mid College Crisis
So lately I seem to be having a plethora of mid-college crises, which sucks. I have been having all these worries about next year and what I am going to do with my life. Everyone else seems to have things so figured out: they have majors, have apartments, and at least have an idea of what they want to do with their lives. I have decided I have absolutely no clue. I don't know what I want to major in, all the classes I want to take are completely full, everything that I have been thinking that I would like to do with my life seems to require more calculus and I just can't do that class again especially after not having it for a full year. I am also freaking out about applying to be housefellow. It is causing me an enormous amount of stress. I really want to do it but the fact that I won't find out until February SUCKS. If I don't get the job I have no clue where I am going to live. I want to live with people that I am going to have fun with and get along with but everyone is already signing leases and I feel ready to cry. If I don't get the job I would love to live with my friends, but chances are I am going to end up in some random house or in an efficiency (both of which I would hate) a part of me is beginning to feel like my parents are right and that I should transfer back home. But I know deep down that I would hate that too. But at least it would get rid of a lot of the stress of not being able to pay for school. The problem with living in Madison is that there are so many cool things to do and cool places to eat but they all cost money and it is stressing me out. I have decided that after Thanksgiving I am no longer going to buy anything from Steep N Brew which will save me a lot of money.
I was looking at Allissa's pictures on facebook and I realized how much I missed her. I really need this break coming up but I know that I am going to end up being disappointed by it because I am not going to accomplish as much as I want to or have nearly as much fun as I plan to. Life is just too stressful lately and certain people just haven't been helping the situation.
I need to find a hobby (preferably a cheap one) to keep me entertained and feeling accomplished. Any suggestions.
I was looking at Allissa's pictures on facebook and I realized how much I missed her. I really need this break coming up but I know that I am going to end up being disappointed by it because I am not going to accomplish as much as I want to or have nearly as much fun as I plan to. Life is just too stressful lately and certain people just haven't been helping the situation.
I need to find a hobby (preferably a cheap one) to keep me entertained and feeling accomplished. Any suggestions.