May 23, 2006 10:54
AHHHHHHHHHH OK I AM IN MAJOR FREAK OUT MODE WHICH DOESN'T BODE WELL FOR HOW I AM GOING TO TRAVEL TOMMORROW. IT CAN'T BE A GOOD SIGN THAT I AM GETTING SICK JUST AT THE THOUGHT OF GETTING ON THE PLANE AND I STILL HAVE 24 HOURS BEFOR I EVEN LEAVE MADISON.
I don't think anyone realizes how much I HATE planes they scare me soooo much. I spend the entire flight on the border of hyperventalating and by the end my hands are so sore from never letting go of the armrests. It is a very good thing that plane tickets are so expensive because otherwise I would be very tempted to back out right now. Just thinking about getting on that plane I start shaking and feeling queezy. And if anyone comes up to me in the airport and says "Don't get on the plane" I think I might just kill them then.
So on the off chance that my fears are for good reason and my plane crashes onto some island in the middle of the Atlantic and I either die on impact or am stranded on the island for the rest of my life here goes...
1. To Jess I leave the mess of clutter on my side of the room and my ability to read quickly
2. To Heather I leave my camera
3. To Nick I leave my plants because I know he will take as good of care of them as I do
4. Make sure Drew gets his Guild Wars cd's back and if his backpack can be found return that as well and I also leave him the backrub that Julie owes me and give him permission to either use my WOW character or delete her to make room for a new one
5. To Allissa I leave all of the memories of Blue Jello
6. To Ashley I leave my "journal" that I wrote all of my poems in so that she has a place to write down ideas for her novel
7. To Q I leave all of my yarn that is stashed under my bed at home so she can make lots more cute hats
8. To Melissa I leave my temper so that when she finds a new friend to argue with she is twice as persusive
If anyone has anything they want let me know before I leave and I will add you to the will