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Things didn't change much...
Listening bad things every single day... and I have to look for physical conditions that I don't know if I still have.
And... I don't know what I can do...
I had never been in a situation like this before... a situation that involves professional hopelessness...
I can't see a future... my future... I haven't had any progress in my life...
I'd like to apply for masters but my job doesn't allow me by now. The problem is a terrible schedule.
I'd like to have more money and I still don't have any at all.
I'd like to have my own place and I still don't have it, even some very small conditions for this....
Future..
that's a very far away word for me..
a word that one day, if God allows me I'd be able to see it a bit closer...
At least I am doing something good for me... something that I have always wanted to get a little better. I've come back studying Japanese and know I hope I will speak a better Japanese than before...
Listening bad things every single day... and I have to look for physical conditions that I don't know if I still have.
And... I don't know what I can do...
I had never been in a situation like this before... a situation that involves professional hopelessness...
I can't see a future... my future... I haven't had any progress in my life...
I'd like to apply for masters but my job doesn't allow me by now. The problem is a terrible schedule.
I'd like to have more money and I still don't have any at all.
I'd like to have my own place and I still don't have it, even some very small conditions for this....
Future..
that's a very far away word for me..
a word that one day, if God allows me I'd be able to see it a bit closer...
At least I am doing something good for me... something that I have always wanted to get a little better. I've come back studying Japanese and know I hope I will speak a better Japanese than before...