May 21, 2005 16:04
so.. haven't updated in a bit.. but i've been busy. xD i'm lvl 54 in WoW and i've been working for jordon's parents. I've gotten some really close friends in WoW now. Some i feel like i can tell anything. They always seem to be there for me when i'm sad or happy or just want to rant. and that means the world to me. i find myself getting on wow just to hang with them. i may not even feel like lvling. but i'll get online just to talk... just to escape to this perfect world. i've never been one for the online life.. never really had anything to do online. i got on.. played a few neopets games and checked my email.. that was my online life. i spent a little more time online when i was dating someone 200 miles away. but i hated getting online then too.. now i can't wait to get online and talk to my friends.. maybe it's b/c me and my RL friends don't talk anymore. there were alot of things that went down... and i feel uncomfortable around alot of them. they changed... they went from the ppl i wouldn't mind getting sloppy drunk around a passing out in their bed with no worries to the ones who i don't even hang out with to play Halo anymore.. i admit i miss the big dance parties with the drunken halo and ddr.. i really do.. and i'd kill for that again.. but things are different. and there is nothing i can do to change that.. must accept it and move forward. yet i have new friends just the same... and though i may never meet them personally.. i feel as if i know them like a family member.. take care everyone.. and thank you for everything.. ((hugs))