What if the move doesn't happen? Too good to be true??

[akutaq]

Okay, the jobs that Dan applied for close today. The next step will be a writting assignment, and then oral boards. I have been focussing so much on WHEN we move that I didn't even think to consider Dan not getting one of the jobs. I felt a lot of stress last night because of this. I have my heart set on moving that if we don't go, I'm going to be crushed. I wish there were someone I could talk to so that they can tell me how many guys applied for what jobs. Then maybe that would put my mind at ease. I have heard that a lot have put in for the Anchorage Drug spot, but that's all I know. I think I better do some heavy meditating and maybe write a ritual to aide in this situation. I want to move to Palmer really bad now.

I spoke to my Dad last night about us getting Palmer. Sounds like Dan and I will shack up in the shop, which has a nice room, shower and toilet, plus plenty of space for the dogs. Dad said was are welcome as long as we want to stay while we are looking for a house or having one built. I think this situation will be perfect. Dan was a little apprehensive about having our big dogs in their house, but my dad said last night that he WANTS the dogs around. He is like me and wishes he could have a bunch of dogs. Dad even offered to clean up the shop so we can store all of our stuff until we move into a house of our own, rent free too. This is what made me worry that we won't get the job. It all seems way too perfect.

Send us good thoughts for moving to Palmer!