Yup. That's all for here.
Once again, I write. Who knows what I shall transcribe upon this so called journal. I am doing better then I have been.
I am completely ready to graduate from college and begin life in the real world. Without a single doubt in my mind am I ready to do this. Soon, I know but that soon is still so exceedingly far away. Patience and I cannot forget that I do indeed have one more year of time to spend on this college.
Some people, to be honest, I just do not get. Decisions that individuals make are sometimes very baffling. Common sense and maturity are often times lacking in those circumstances. Oh well.
Boring people irrate the hell out of me. What kind of fun is it to just sit around all the time and not dooo something. Good God, I would go crazy.
Saturday night was good, real good. Actually, Saturday in general was good, fantastic actually. Good football game, good dinner and good Toga partying. It was very enjoyable to do something on a Saturday night with large, large groups of people instead of just sitting around and watching a movie or something along those lines.
Friday night was good, too. The future in-laws met. It was awesome. Both sets of parents seemed to get along rather well; which was a very good thing, a very good thing indeed.
Finally, after this appreviated bit or so, I am doing what everyone else seemed to do several weeks ago and that is to say something to 10 people.
1. What happened? You and I used to be such good friends. Then you changed. You went from being fun to being down right irrating. You critize people and then take it way to far, pissing the hell out of me. Do not do that in front of people. You are also a know-it-all and that really frustrates me too. I do not care if you have to act that way to make yourself feel better or whatever else it could be, no one likes it, espically me.
2. & 3. I have to include both of you in in one paragraph seeing as it is the best way to handle the situation. Both of you used to be alot of fun but now you have changed, completely changed. You do not include us. You forget about us. You ignore us. Why? Also, you judge us, too and that in of itself is just as frustrating. You are not God, do not judge me.
4. Sorry. This is the only word that I know. I am sorry for having lead you on that summer. I never meant for it to cause you pain, never. We had some good times but there was no point in reopening those good times. The summer we spent together was indeed good but it just was not right. So, yet again, I am sorry. I am glad, however, that you still at least want to be my friend.
5. I have very little to say to you. The summer would have gone by so much better if I did not have to wake up every single morning to see you. It sucked that I was already having to sleep in a crowded cabin on a short bed but to have to wake up and see you all the time, dang. You were always late and never took responsibility for anything. Always, always! You blamed things on others. Grow up, act your age.
6. You are a great joy to have in my life. The time we got to spend together was most excellent. It is very sad that thousands of miles and vast oceans seperate us. I know you are doing well, that life is going smoothly for you. Perhaps one day I will get to travel over there, to the other side of this world and we can greet each other once again as friends. Until that point, you will remain as a friend forever, someone who helped me develop a greater understanding for life.
7. You. YOU. Indescion is your name. 0 time for anything goes with you too. Controlling, that is good, too. Do you expect people to wait for you all your life, do you? Do you expect to be protected by a computer screen all your life, never talking to people beyond that about your problems? Why did you not just go ahead and call her a whore, that is what you implied all of the time. What difference would it have been if I had waited, huh? Not a single bit if you ask me, nothing would have changed. You have caused too much pain, frustration and anger. Grow up.
8. Backstabber. You always decided to go behind my back, always. All you ever had to do was be honest. That is all. But no, you left me, all of the time. All of the time. Jerk. I am glad that I do not have to see you anymore, so glad. All that you ever caused was frustration. Good luck in life. I know you will be a success.
9. Do not change.
Sorry. I only have 9. Whoops. I tend to like to be able to say all that I have to say to someone.
I am completely ready to graduate from college and begin life in the real world. Without a single doubt in my mind am I ready to do this. Soon, I know but that soon is still so exceedingly far away. Patience and I cannot forget that I do indeed have one more year of time to spend on this college.
Some people, to be honest, I just do not get. Decisions that individuals make are sometimes very baffling. Common sense and maturity are often times lacking in those circumstances. Oh well.
Boring people irrate the hell out of me. What kind of fun is it to just sit around all the time and not dooo something. Good God, I would go crazy.
Saturday night was good, real good. Actually, Saturday in general was good, fantastic actually. Good football game, good dinner and good Toga partying. It was very enjoyable to do something on a Saturday night with large, large groups of people instead of just sitting around and watching a movie or something along those lines.
Friday night was good, too. The future in-laws met. It was awesome. Both sets of parents seemed to get along rather well; which was a very good thing, a very good thing indeed.
Finally, after this appreviated bit or so, I am doing what everyone else seemed to do several weeks ago and that is to say something to 10 people.
1. What happened? You and I used to be such good friends. Then you changed. You went from being fun to being down right irrating. You critize people and then take it way to far, pissing the hell out of me. Do not do that in front of people. You are also a know-it-all and that really frustrates me too. I do not care if you have to act that way to make yourself feel better or whatever else it could be, no one likes it, espically me.
2. & 3. I have to include both of you in in one paragraph seeing as it is the best way to handle the situation. Both of you used to be alot of fun but now you have changed, completely changed. You do not include us. You forget about us. You ignore us. Why? Also, you judge us, too and that in of itself is just as frustrating. You are not God, do not judge me.
4. Sorry. This is the only word that I know. I am sorry for having lead you on that summer. I never meant for it to cause you pain, never. We had some good times but there was no point in reopening those good times. The summer we spent together was indeed good but it just was not right. So, yet again, I am sorry. I am glad, however, that you still at least want to be my friend.
5. I have very little to say to you. The summer would have gone by so much better if I did not have to wake up every single morning to see you. It sucked that I was already having to sleep in a crowded cabin on a short bed but to have to wake up and see you all the time, dang. You were always late and never took responsibility for anything. Always, always! You blamed things on others. Grow up, act your age.
6. You are a great joy to have in my life. The time we got to spend together was most excellent. It is very sad that thousands of miles and vast oceans seperate us. I know you are doing well, that life is going smoothly for you. Perhaps one day I will get to travel over there, to the other side of this world and we can greet each other once again as friends. Until that point, you will remain as a friend forever, someone who helped me develop a greater understanding for life.
7. You. YOU. Indescion is your name. 0 time for anything goes with you too. Controlling, that is good, too. Do you expect people to wait for you all your life, do you? Do you expect to be protected by a computer screen all your life, never talking to people beyond that about your problems? Why did you not just go ahead and call her a whore, that is what you implied all of the time. What difference would it have been if I had waited, huh? Not a single bit if you ask me, nothing would have changed. You have caused too much pain, frustration and anger. Grow up.
8. Backstabber. You always decided to go behind my back, always. All you ever had to do was be honest. That is all. But no, you left me, all of the time. All of the time. Jerk. I am glad that I do not have to see you anymore, so glad. All that you ever caused was frustration. Good luck in life. I know you will be a success.
9. Do not change.
Sorry. I only have 9. Whoops. I tend to like to be able to say all that I have to say to someone.