He's gone...

[akuro]

Took Susi to the airport just a few hours ago... he should have landed in London by now and soon should be on his flight to the states. I didn't want to let go of him at the airport... we've been through this kind of seperation before, but after 2 and a half years of spending our lives together again... it just hurts... so much. Tried to keep the tears at bay as much as possible at the airport, not so much after getting back to the car... and then back to the apartment. Things here are so much the same here as they've been... and then again... they're not.It's feels like he's gonna walk around the corner any moment, or turn on some music, or just roll his eyes when I randomly sing something... but I know I won't have that again for a long time... I'll try and keep myself distracted with classwork and packing stuff for moving out of this apartment, so don't worry too much if ya don't see me online a lot the next couple day.

Susi's probably going to let you guys know once he arrived safely at Sporty's place. Please make sure to let him know you're thinking of him too. Let him know how much he's loved. He's been taking a big step... actually more like a big leap into a lot of uncertainties. But I know that he has made the right choice for himself and he has the strength to pull through this... and I take a lot of comfort in the fact that he has a very good friend looking after him. Please take good care of my wolf, Sporty!

*curls up on his bed with one of susi's blankets* I'm gonna try to get some rest now. Let's hope sleep will come quick and dreamless.