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I am certainly starting to wish for summer, or at least spring. Since we don't seem to be geting any snow, I wish for the cold to go as well considering I do not enjoy it in any way shape or form. At least with snow you can throw it at people, sled down it, make funny little creatures in it and so on. With the cold that is covering Halifax right now, I'm starting to really worry about Global warming but then I forget if we would be one of the places that got colder, warmer or what. Anyways, my point is that I find it easier to get up in the morning when there is something to get up to besides pitch blackness and the loud buzzing of my alarm clock. I may be a night person when I am awake but that certainly does not mean I like waking up to it. I do however enjoy seeing the way the light plays on my walls now that it actually starts getting above the horizon before I go out to catch the bus.
I woke this morning and found myself rather awake (though it didn't last very long) and had a nice long shower because I've decided that I will be late if my bus doesn't get me to class on time, I'm not going to do anymore of this running about in the morning to catch a bus that gets me to class 15 minutes early. So far the bus I catch now gets me to class right on time if not 10 minutes early (On no traffic days). So I was on time to class today and found that Sound Reinforcement is not going to be as fun as I thought it would be but more of a continuation of Recording arts (which isn't bad, just a bit tedious because we learn mostly everything in Recording Studio Operations and Lil is probably the best one at teaching out of the three of them.). Along with SR, we had DAP today and I have decided that I as long as I don't have to voice anything on the commercial, I really don't mind putting sound to them. Lil is working on the sound for a NB power company tv ad and he decided to use us as teen/young twenties labourers... not really but if we do something neat in our ads he might use it and we'll get credit for it... not that that credit will come in a coin, but it would look good on a resume to say that I've done work on a commercial that was aired on some type of television (even if it is NB tv *haha, jk*).
Well I came home to find that I had 2 hours before I go to work because they've changed our schedual around and I don't have school on Saturdays but I have to go every weekday from 9 till 3 or 3:30 which isn't really any worse then high school (though the fact that it reminds me of high school is a minus in itself) but I'm doing stuff I enjoy (even if I have doubts about it every second day if not every day.).
I think I'm going through a mid-life crisis and I'm not even 20 yet... I don't feel terminally depressed or anything I just have these huge bouts of stress due to thinking too much about how when I'm older I wont be doing something I really want to do because I'll be one of those starving artists and if Ryuuguu, SubRosa and The Illuminati don't work out then I'll have to rely on Recording arts and even though I love it to death, I really don't think I have the right communications skills to be able to do it every day, plus I'd be working with artists that are even more unstable then me and probably faun over more then one guitarist or dummer (I don't know, drums are shmexy *Oh Ashley, my secret love for you has revealed itself! Ahaha*) and then I'll just die because of over stress from never sleeping because I'll spend every night falling asleep on the mixing consol because it takes me too long to mix anything but I can't go over a due date. Then because of lack of sleep I'll get all haggard and ugly and grow a phobia of natural light... I think I'm done now.
Fin~