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do you ever wish that you could just change your personality? like just snap your fingers and stop being so stupid/annoying/self-centered/mean/obnoxious? i wish that right now. i wish i didnt say stupid things when i got angry. i wish everything didn't have to be about me. i wish i appreciated people more.
fact of the matter is, i need to change. most people probably haven't felt the full effect of my true self, but i still need their help. i need all the help i can get because up until about 2 hours ago, i didn't believe in changing. i thought everyone was made as they were made and that was that. but then i realized that my personality might just screw up the one good thing i have right now, just like it screwed up all the other good things i used to have.
usually when you feel like everything is your fault, it usually isn't. this time, everything is my fault.
please give me another chance.
fact of the matter is, i need to change. most people probably haven't felt the full effect of my true self, but i still need their help. i need all the help i can get because up until about 2 hours ago, i didn't believe in changing. i thought everyone was made as they were made and that was that. but then i realized that my personality might just screw up the one good thing i have right now, just like it screwed up all the other good things i used to have.
usually when you feel like everything is your fault, it usually isn't. this time, everything is my fault.
please give me another chance.