About Me...just...so...you know???
About Me
Name Kim
Age Currently 18 years old.
Birthday February Fourth [Aquarius]
Location New Jersey, United States of America
General
Hah, what to say? I could give you a boatload of adjectives that describe me. Well, first and foremost, I am very lazy. If I say I'll do something, I usually don't- because I'm lazy. That makes me very unrreliable and...well, a liar. Can't say it any nicer than that. Not to say I lie about everything I've put down in my journal, or said to you. I don't. When I say I'm a liar, I mean that I make promises that I don't keep...very well. And in being lazy, I procrastinate. I'm a chronic procrastinator- a professional since 1999. [Which means I started when I was seven, in second grade.] I can very well say that it has been (and probably will be in the future) my downfall academically. I...am trying to break the habit since I'm in college now (whooot~!! \O/) and my education isn't free.
I can really be kind of stupid. Arithmatically, most definitely. I don't think I'll ever surpass a sixth grader's understanding of math. That is very sad and I shall be the first to admit it. But, no, I mean stupid socially. I'm pretty socially inept (thank goodness for the internet where there's no eye-contact or faces because ffffff) so social cues and...jokes and certain expressions escape me. O__O I have this look on my face whenever I come into contact with such alien concepts. And that goes to say, my sense of joking is...dry and very hard to understand. Especially on the internet where you can't really tell. Because you'll say something that I misinterpret and reply in a manner that makes you go 'wtf is this chick talking about?!'. So anything in our conversations that seems to go awry, it's probably my fault because I misunderstood something. DERP.
I can't remember things for shit man. I blame this consistant memory loss/mix up with a very stupid action of my child self, running into walls face-first because I was hyped on sugar and caffeine from sparkling (nonalcholic) grape drinks. The head-wall collision probably fucked up my brain somehow. So, if we're ever having a long convo about whatever I shall take a shitass long time to reply because I am rereading what we wrote so I kow what the hell
we're talking about. Just sayin'.
As much as I like talking to you all, I am horribly anti-social at the same time. Like. I really, really, don't like to physically interact with people. Or on the internet at certain times. I mean, for pete's sake, I LIVE IN MY HEAD in my room that I hardly leave aside from school, to eat, to drink and piss. Sometime I don't even leave to drink because I broke a house rule and brought a can of soda to my room. I seriously think I shall become a hermit, if I'm not already. My family worries about this constantly and I'm like...but...I like to be alone~!! D: I'm told I'm not allowed to like to be alone. MUH I SAY MUH!!
Well, I suppose those are the most defining features of my internet dwelling self. Aside from intellectual arrogance but I think I've managed to keep that out of my journal for the most part. So, there's only some of the redeeming parts of character left to elaborate on, eh?
ER. YEAH. REDEEMING.
Well, most of my journal and way of friending is based on fandom so...I can't really judge people. Or rather, I don't. At least not by looks or religious associations. I judge by what you do or say but I can't really judge that too well on the internet can I? So. I suppose I'm not judgemental. I welcome all walks of life to be my friend. I mean, if you're _____ and _______ and there's usually a stereotype attached to being _____ and _____, I'll still friend you. I mean, stereotypes are really horrible way of singling out people to hate and use as scapegoats. So...yeah...Nonjudgemental.
I do like to encourage or give advice people on whatever they're doing or would like to do or don't know about about something they've been thinking about. Granted, my advice is limited because my experiances are limited i.e. romantic relationships, I have none. Hahaha. But I will try my best to help you out in whatever way I can, give my opinion on something if you ask. I BELIEVE IF YOU WILL YOU CAN DO IT! However that doesn't work if you're at the top of a
flight of stairs or a bed, and jump off willing yourself to fly. IT REALLY DOESN'T I TRIED. ;___;
Another? I have another? Well, if you're tired of fandom, I could try to give you a serious conversation about history, politics, and religion, I suppose. Those are the only things I really care to elaborate on. I can get really hyped up on religion though, because arguing about it is so much fun.
SPEAKING OF RELIGION
What is my religion? I don't really have one, per say although anything with the ending -ism is considered to be some sort of religion or doctrine. Well, not really have one, per say as I've said, I mean to say I'm an ATHEIST!!!! 8D Those of you who are offended may defriend me immediately, have a nice day! <3 Atheism, as in, no belief in a god or higher power. And since this is the absence of a religion which glorifies and worships some form of a god or higher power, this would be (in my opinion) more of a doctrine, I suppose. =/ well, actually, it's kind of funny that I'm an Atheist. I mean, I grew up in a god-fearin/believing household and went to a Catholic school, church on Wednesdays and Sundays and even a sunday school that taught me about the religion I grew up in. However I never liked any of it although at one point in my life I was terrified of god but that passed, obviously. And what is even more hysterical, is that at another point in my early teenage years after being dragged to church that I threatened my mother that if she didn't stop
forcing me that I'd become an Atheist which got her quite upset although at the time it was a joke, because I didn't honestly think I'd become an Atheist.
HAHAHAHA!
But just because I'm an Atheist does not mean I'm hateful towards religion. Although, admittedly, I do like to joke about 'brainwashing'. ;) Actually, I'm very pro freedom of religion, which not only gives everyone the right to belive in whatever religion they damn please but it also protects my right to belive in the opposite (although that is and has been argued about). And I do like to learn about other religions as long as nobody tries to convert or shove it down my throat because if I learn about it then I understand people more. I mean, for most people, religion is their foundation. And I could go on and on why
for most people that religion is needed, and why it can cause problems like any other.
I am perfectly okay with what you (potential friends and those who are my friends now) as long as you don't belive in something (i.e. Satanism) that worships a deity that okays hurting people and that sort of thing. Oh, and I'm even more cool if you're the type of person if for whatever your religion and its regard towards other nonbelievers (of another religion or Atheist) that YOU NEVER FORGET TO SET THAT ASIDE AND SEE THAT EVERYONE IS A HUMAN BEING LIKE YOURSELF!!!! I suppose that's my only grrr about religion in some cases where if you're _____ and not _____ than you're subhuman and therefore expandible and have no
rights and yeah, you can go die attitude. I mean, seriously, guys, religion can make people nasty and it's scary. Look at the infamous Crusades, the 30-year war, the Protestant deaths under English Queen Mary's rule and in retaliantion, her half-sister Queen Elizabeth the First's death to Catholics! There's probably more I could find and point out but those are some of the most infamous.
Also, mentioned previously, but I do like to learn about other religions I am not so familiar with aside from certain things. Like, I could and would like to learn more about Judaism, Islam, Hinduism, and Sheikism especially from someone whose of those religions themselves. Books could teach me, but I feel as if they miss something. Of course, if there's super-secret stuff about your religion you can't tell me about, I'm cool with that. =D
And as you can see, I can talk quite a bit about religion, what it means to me and what I think of it. xD
ANYTHING ELSE?!!
I will never pretend or say that I am completely sane. Because I'm not completely sane. =D
Name Kim
Age Currently 18 years old.
Birthday February Fourth [Aquarius]
Location New Jersey, United States of America
General
Hah, what to say? I could give you a boatload of adjectives that describe me. Well, first and foremost, I am very lazy. If I say I'll do something, I usually don't- because I'm lazy. That makes me very unrreliable and...well, a liar. Can't say it any nicer than that. Not to say I lie about everything I've put down in my journal, or said to you. I don't. When I say I'm a liar, I mean that I make promises that I don't keep...very well. And in being lazy, I procrastinate. I'm a chronic procrastinator- a professional since 1999. [Which means I started when I was seven, in second grade.] I can very well say that it has been (and probably will be in the future) my downfall academically. I...am trying to break the habit since I'm in college now (whooot~!! \O/) and my education isn't free.
I can really be kind of stupid. Arithmatically, most definitely. I don't think I'll ever surpass a sixth grader's understanding of math. That is very sad and I shall be the first to admit it. But, no, I mean stupid socially. I'm pretty socially inept (thank goodness for the internet where there's no eye-contact or faces because ffffff) so social cues and...jokes and certain expressions escape me. O__O I have this look on my face whenever I come into contact with such alien concepts. And that goes to say, my sense of joking is...dry and very hard to understand. Especially on the internet where you can't really tell. Because you'll say something that I misinterpret and reply in a manner that makes you go 'wtf is this chick talking about?!'. So anything in our conversations that seems to go awry, it's probably my fault because I misunderstood something. DERP.
I can't remember things for shit man. I blame this consistant memory loss/mix up with a very stupid action of my child self, running into walls face-first because I was hyped on sugar and caffeine from sparkling (nonalcholic) grape drinks. The head-wall collision probably fucked up my brain somehow. So, if we're ever having a long convo about whatever I shall take a shitass long time to reply because I am rereading what we wrote so I kow what the hell
we're talking about. Just sayin'.
As much as I like talking to you all, I am horribly anti-social at the same time. Like. I really, really, don't like to physically interact with people. Or on the internet at certain times. I mean, for pete's sake, I LIVE IN MY HEAD in my room that I hardly leave aside from school, to eat, to drink and piss. Sometime I don't even leave to drink because I broke a house rule and brought a can of soda to my room. I seriously think I shall become a hermit, if I'm not already. My family worries about this constantly and I'm like...but...I like to be alone~!! D: I'm told I'm not allowed to like to be alone. MUH I SAY MUH!!
Well, I suppose those are the most defining features of my internet dwelling self. Aside from intellectual arrogance but I think I've managed to keep that out of my journal for the most part. So, there's only some of the redeeming parts of character left to elaborate on, eh?
ER. YEAH. REDEEMING.
Well, most of my journal and way of friending is based on fandom so...I can't really judge people. Or rather, I don't. At least not by looks or religious associations. I judge by what you do or say but I can't really judge that too well on the internet can I? So. I suppose I'm not judgemental. I welcome all walks of life to be my friend. I mean, if you're _____ and _______ and there's usually a stereotype attached to being _____ and _____, I'll still friend you. I mean, stereotypes are really horrible way of singling out people to hate and use as scapegoats. So...yeah...Nonjudgemental.
I do like to encourage or give advice people on whatever they're doing or would like to do or don't know about about something they've been thinking about. Granted, my advice is limited because my experiances are limited i.e. romantic relationships, I have none. Hahaha. But I will try my best to help you out in whatever way I can, give my opinion on something if you ask. I BELIEVE IF YOU WILL YOU CAN DO IT! However that doesn't work if you're at the top of a
flight of stairs or a bed, and jump off willing yourself to fly. IT REALLY DOESN'T I TRIED. ;___;
Another? I have another? Well, if you're tired of fandom, I could try to give you a serious conversation about history, politics, and religion, I suppose. Those are the only things I really care to elaborate on. I can get really hyped up on religion though, because arguing about it is so much fun.
SPEAKING OF RELIGION
What is my religion? I don't really have one, per say although anything with the ending -ism is considered to be some sort of religion or doctrine. Well, not really have one, per say as I've said, I mean to say I'm an ATHEIST!!!! 8D Those of you who are offended may defriend me immediately, have a nice day! <3 Atheism, as in, no belief in a god or higher power. And since this is the absence of a religion which glorifies and worships some form of a god or higher power, this would be (in my opinion) more of a doctrine, I suppose. =/ well, actually, it's kind of funny that I'm an Atheist. I mean, I grew up in a god-fearin/believing household and went to a Catholic school, church on Wednesdays and Sundays and even a sunday school that taught me about the religion I grew up in. However I never liked any of it although at one point in my life I was terrified of god but that passed, obviously. And what is even more hysterical, is that at another point in my early teenage years after being dragged to church that I threatened my mother that if she didn't stop
forcing me that I'd become an Atheist which got her quite upset although at the time it was a joke, because I didn't honestly think I'd become an Atheist.
HAHAHAHA!
But just because I'm an Atheist does not mean I'm hateful towards religion. Although, admittedly, I do like to joke about 'brainwashing'. ;) Actually, I'm very pro freedom of religion, which not only gives everyone the right to belive in whatever religion they damn please but it also protects my right to belive in the opposite (although that is and has been argued about). And I do like to learn about other religions as long as nobody tries to convert or shove it down my throat because if I learn about it then I understand people more. I mean, for most people, religion is their foundation. And I could go on and on why
for most people that religion is needed, and why it can cause problems like any other.
I am perfectly okay with what you (potential friends and those who are my friends now) as long as you don't belive in something (i.e. Satanism) that worships a deity that okays hurting people and that sort of thing. Oh, and I'm even more cool if you're the type of person if for whatever your religion and its regard towards other nonbelievers (of another religion or Atheist) that YOU NEVER FORGET TO SET THAT ASIDE AND SEE THAT EVERYONE IS A HUMAN BEING LIKE YOURSELF!!!! I suppose that's my only grrr about religion in some cases where if you're _____ and not _____ than you're subhuman and therefore expandible and have no
rights and yeah, you can go die attitude. I mean, seriously, guys, religion can make people nasty and it's scary. Look at the infamous Crusades, the 30-year war, the Protestant deaths under English Queen Mary's rule and in retaliantion, her half-sister Queen Elizabeth the First's death to Catholics! There's probably more I could find and point out but those are some of the most infamous.
Also, mentioned previously, but I do like to learn about other religions I am not so familiar with aside from certain things. Like, I could and would like to learn more about Judaism, Islam, Hinduism, and Sheikism especially from someone whose of those religions themselves. Books could teach me, but I feel as if they miss something. Of course, if there's super-secret stuff about your religion you can't tell me about, I'm cool with that. =D
And as you can see, I can talk quite a bit about religion, what it means to me and what I think of it. xD
ANYTHING ELSE?!!
I will never pretend or say that I am completely sane. Because I'm not completely sane. =D