been awhile...
so... its been since spring break that i last updated... thats been... 5 months... and pretty much everything i said last time, has well, pretty much gone back to what it was before... i knew the peace and bliss would not last long... it was too good to be true!
so... yea my family is back to not liking me... shit hit the fan in june when my grandmother told my cousin (that now hates me again) that i was saying all this bullshit that wasnt even true... she was just saying it to try and get me and matt to break up... nice try but not NEAR enough to make that happen... there were a lot of tears and heartbreak in the that month but after a week or so i got over it and said fuck it... i have so much more to do than worry bout what everyone thinks of me and us... and thats still my perception now that the other side of my family thinks all kindsa weird shit... i just dont care.. i dont believe a word anyone says anymore... i dont have time for the drama and the bullshit... ive got bigger and better things to do...
as my entry before stated, jenna is growing up fast and she is so so cute and even talking now! no i didnt get to spend much time with her at all this summer... especially after the whole court crisis... in fact ive seen her once... and it was for her birthday... and only a couple of hours... APPARENTLY im too much like a parent to her? i have no idea what the hell that supposed to mean but whatever... i have no wish whatsoever to be her "parent" right now... i have so much more to worry bout... i just wanna see her and be her friend and family but apparently im TOO good for that... regardless people are afraid of her mom and therefore i get to suffer... but its ok... karma is a bitch... i keep tellin people that and then they act surprised when it bites em in the ass... i dont get it.... REGARDLESS, shes absolutely adorable and i miss gettin to see her like i used to... shes a lil light in my world when things go dark... never fails to make smile...
me and matt are still together... happy as ever... going on a year and almost 1/2 now... yay us =) still have yet to fight or anything like that... the only thing that sucks is over the summer he was workin for my uncle and for wekl over a month we spent EVERY day together... and now that school has started we only get to see each other every few weeks... ='( i tried to get him to move up here with me but he's beong stubborn... so we'll see... hopefully things will get more ideal...
as far as school is going, im on semester number 7 (it should have been 6 last entry but im retarded and cant count)... senior finally!! wh00t! could possibly have to br a senior next year too but its ok lol... MSU just sucks with the credit transferring thing... i AM, however, applying to vet school this time around... i have 5 or 6 schools... Auburn and Tuskeegee in AL, OU in Ohio, VA Tech, in VA, UM in missouri... i think thats it this time around... so five... if i dont get into one of these this year, then next year im applying overseas... if i do get in this time... go me =) wish me luck cuz i defiently need it... im not near as competitive as what i would like to be right now... so i t hink my chances of gettin in this time around is pretty slim... but im keeping a + outlook so we'll see... if i can get an interview somewhere i think ill be able to get in... im terribly charming and people just cant resist my unique personality =)
ummmm not workin at the daycare center anymore... that didnt end well... but we dont get into it its not important... instead now im workin at a call cener on campus bout nine hours a week... ill start within the next few weeks here... im guaranteed the job though till next may so hurray... unfortunately its not as much money as i need so i might have to end up selling crack on the side if the government keeps refusing to help me out a bit... maybe only kidding a lil bit...
the only fun thing that actually occurred this summer was goin out to louisville to meet kim and andrew and hang out with them for a weekend... we all had a blast and it was the most fun any of us had all summer i think... we fished and went to KY kingdom (yes where the lil girl got her legs cut off), we got kim on a rollercoaster, we fought off raccoons at all hours of the night, played beer pong and leaned how to play corn hole.... it was a blast.. i miss them terribly and cant wait till next summer when me and matt go out there!! =)
ok last thing, blake shelton and miranda lambert concert 11 oct in pikeville! =) one good thing to look forward to...
oh, ok last thing for real... going home for christmas... cant wait... =)
much <3
so... yea my family is back to not liking me... shit hit the fan in june when my grandmother told my cousin (that now hates me again) that i was saying all this bullshit that wasnt even true... she was just saying it to try and get me and matt to break up... nice try but not NEAR enough to make that happen... there were a lot of tears and heartbreak in the that month but after a week or so i got over it and said fuck it... i have so much more to do than worry bout what everyone thinks of me and us... and thats still my perception now that the other side of my family thinks all kindsa weird shit... i just dont care.. i dont believe a word anyone says anymore... i dont have time for the drama and the bullshit... ive got bigger and better things to do...
as my entry before stated, jenna is growing up fast and she is so so cute and even talking now! no i didnt get to spend much time with her at all this summer... especially after the whole court crisis... in fact ive seen her once... and it was for her birthday... and only a couple of hours... APPARENTLY im too much like a parent to her? i have no idea what the hell that supposed to mean but whatever... i have no wish whatsoever to be her "parent" right now... i have so much more to worry bout... i just wanna see her and be her friend and family but apparently im TOO good for that... regardless people are afraid of her mom and therefore i get to suffer... but its ok... karma is a bitch... i keep tellin people that and then they act surprised when it bites em in the ass... i dont get it.... REGARDLESS, shes absolutely adorable and i miss gettin to see her like i used to... shes a lil light in my world when things go dark... never fails to make smile...
me and matt are still together... happy as ever... going on a year and almost 1/2 now... yay us =) still have yet to fight or anything like that... the only thing that sucks is over the summer he was workin for my uncle and for wekl over a month we spent EVERY day together... and now that school has started we only get to see each other every few weeks... ='( i tried to get him to move up here with me but he's beong stubborn... so we'll see... hopefully things will get more ideal...
as far as school is going, im on semester number 7 (it should have been 6 last entry but im retarded and cant count)... senior finally!! wh00t! could possibly have to br a senior next year too but its ok lol... MSU just sucks with the credit transferring thing... i AM, however, applying to vet school this time around... i have 5 or 6 schools... Auburn and Tuskeegee in AL, OU in Ohio, VA Tech, in VA, UM in missouri... i think thats it this time around... so five... if i dont get into one of these this year, then next year im applying overseas... if i do get in this time... go me =) wish me luck cuz i defiently need it... im not near as competitive as what i would like to be right now... so i t hink my chances of gettin in this time around is pretty slim... but im keeping a + outlook so we'll see... if i can get an interview somewhere i think ill be able to get in... im terribly charming and people just cant resist my unique personality =)
ummmm not workin at the daycare center anymore... that didnt end well... but we dont get into it its not important... instead now im workin at a call cener on campus bout nine hours a week... ill start within the next few weeks here... im guaranteed the job though till next may so hurray... unfortunately its not as much money as i need so i might have to end up selling crack on the side if the government keeps refusing to help me out a bit... maybe only kidding a lil bit...
the only fun thing that actually occurred this summer was goin out to louisville to meet kim and andrew and hang out with them for a weekend... we all had a blast and it was the most fun any of us had all summer i think... we fished and went to KY kingdom (yes where the lil girl got her legs cut off), we got kim on a rollercoaster, we fought off raccoons at all hours of the night, played beer pong and leaned how to play corn hole.... it was a blast.. i miss them terribly and cant wait till next summer when me and matt go out there!! =)
ok last thing, blake shelton and miranda lambert concert 11 oct in pikeville! =) one good thing to look forward to...
oh, ok last thing for real... going home for christmas... cant wait... =)
much <3