Ni**a what?
God, i fucking hate programming....I hate it so damn much. How could I have ever thought I was gonna have business making games. I like playing them, I like coming up with the concepts, but I sure as fucking hell hate making them, or even stupid fractals...fucking recursions. Leads me to think sometimes about my desire to work in the HK film industry(not REALLY a dream, just like "wow, it'd be cool if I..."). I'm sorry, i'd probably be disillusioned after having to fall down a flight of stairs or something as a stuntman, and get payed less per day than I do here working at Mcdonalds. Is that the result of all dreams?
To cut this entry short, i'm very frustrated at my program right now. I was thinking about a xanga entry, but i've heard that music one too many god damn times....I think i'm gonna make it a silent xanga from now on, I can't STAND music played that often.
In closing notes for today's entry: I realized I have a lot of competition for TASA Social Chair....3 people, choose 2. Well, that's not a lot, but I realize i don't ahve too much clout here socially, compared to at least one of the 3, so I'm like in hot water right now. Which is bad...usually in FLHS i could play the smart card, and win it, but here....EVERYBODY's smart. God damn ivy leagues......So now i'm fucking worried, and if anybody here is in Princeton and is in TASA, vote for me! that is all...
To cut this entry short, i'm very frustrated at my program right now. I was thinking about a xanga entry, but i've heard that music one too many god damn times....I think i'm gonna make it a silent xanga from now on, I can't STAND music played that often.
In closing notes for today's entry: I realized I have a lot of competition for TASA Social Chair....3 people, choose 2. Well, that's not a lot, but I realize i don't ahve too much clout here socially, compared to at least one of the 3, so I'm like in hot water right now. Which is bad...usually in FLHS i could play the smart card, and win it, but here....EVERYBODY's smart. God damn ivy leagues......So now i'm fucking worried, and if anybody here is in Princeton and is in TASA, vote for me! that is all...