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Yes, it's been a while.
Found out that one of my friends may be mentally ill. Not sure if they're severly so or not. I'm pretty sure that they won't be put in a mental hospital unless it gets a lot worse.
Oh, and some of my other friends don't care about me. I think they're pretty much hanging around just so that they can use me when it's more convenient for them. They borrow my things, and when I need them back, they don't bother returning them, or they hesitate, or ignore me until they're bored of my stuff, then come back asking for me.
I guess that's a price I have to pay for wanting friendship. I crave it, actually. I crave a good, long friendship with somebody who cares. Someone who will listen. Someone who's interested in me for who I am, not for what I have. Jeeze, just add 'I want someone who loves to take long beaches on the beach at night' and then I'm an add for a dating agency.
K'so... I was wanting this LJ to be full of happy and excitement. Now it's just depressing. I hope that tomorrow brings a better outlook on life. It hasn't for a few weeks now.
I had meat for supper. It was too greasy, and made me feel sick. I had some watermelon earlier. It was delicious. Good, rather.
I shouldn't have an LJ, should i? Well, i've managed to keep my posts all public so far. No need for any privacy. None of these frequent and notsofrequent LJ-ers know me in real life anyway.
Well... Peace.
Keep those smiles on, right where the world can see them. Don't be shy.
Found out that one of my friends may be mentally ill. Not sure if they're severly so or not. I'm pretty sure that they won't be put in a mental hospital unless it gets a lot worse.
Oh, and some of my other friends don't care about me. I think they're pretty much hanging around just so that they can use me when it's more convenient for them. They borrow my things, and when I need them back, they don't bother returning them, or they hesitate, or ignore me until they're bored of my stuff, then come back asking for me.
I guess that's a price I have to pay for wanting friendship. I crave it, actually. I crave a good, long friendship with somebody who cares. Someone who will listen. Someone who's interested in me for who I am, not for what I have. Jeeze, just add 'I want someone who loves to take long beaches on the beach at night' and then I'm an add for a dating agency.
K'so... I was wanting this LJ to be full of happy and excitement. Now it's just depressing. I hope that tomorrow brings a better outlook on life. It hasn't for a few weeks now.
I had meat for supper. It was too greasy, and made me feel sick. I had some watermelon earlier. It was delicious. Good, rather.
I shouldn't have an LJ, should i? Well, i've managed to keep my posts all public so far. No need for any privacy. None of these frequent and notsofrequent LJ-ers know me in real life anyway.
Well... Peace.
Keep those smiles on, right where the world can see them. Don't be shy.