*SIGH*
What have I got myself into...
But then again, it's MY fault for not doing my SPM well.
I've gone into some deep shit now.
I ain't really into performing arts, I just like people doing them.
It's one of my lower options in the university application form, but that's what I got instead.
I know nothing of it; the screen writing part.
But heck, I'll say this again; if I got it, fine. I have to strive and redeem myself. But if I don't cut it, there's always the Diploma in Culinary Arts at the Food Institute of Malaysia. I like that better, even though it's a non-government institute.
Argh... @~@
Okay, better of researching on the shitty Malaysian movie industry some more. Tomorrow, I'm gonna have to do a last minute shopping for some new threads specifically for the interview.
Right, before I end my rant, I made this last night. I might do a little translation for it as well:
Pasal aku SEKARANG
About me NOW
Nama gua Iki.Ali. Ni gua.
My name's Iki.Ali. This is me.
Ni pun gua.
That's also me.
Realiti kat sini.
Reality's over here.
Aku boleh tengok je.
I could only watch.
Muka poyo, tapi... TAPI...
I look cool, but... BUT...
SEBENARNYA...
ACTUALLY...
Ni la dalam otak aku...
This is what's inside my mind...
PITCH BLACK...
Patutnya camni...
It's supposed to be like this...
OVERLOAD!
Semua nak orang suap
I'm so damn pampered.
Kalau tak... TAK GERAK!
If I wasn't... I WON'T BUDGE!
"JALAN!!!"
"WALK!!!"
Halo~... ada orang ka...?
Hello~ ... anyone there...?
Jalan dah ada, tapi still expect benda tu nak datang kat aku, bukannya nak cari! Tengok ni, kat gurun ni, jalan punya banyak,
The paths are already there, but I'm still expecting things to come to me, instead of me finding them! Look, at the desert, there's damn many paths he can take,
tapi nak jugak orang tolong! Dah tau dia sorang-sorang plak tu!
but he's still hoping for support, even though he knows he's alone!
Dunia ni kejam.
The world is cruel.
So, aku kena INDIE!
So, I have to be INDIE!
Aku kena SURVIVE!
I have to SURVIVE!
Tak tau la when I'll change, but when the time comes, I'll stick to it. BELIEVE IT!
I don't know when I'll change, but when the time comes, I'll stick to it. BELIEVE IT!
Besides, aku yang nak hidup.
Besides, it's me who wants to live.
So... tu je lah.
So... that's it.
Till then.
But then again, it's MY fault for not doing my SPM well.
I've gone into some deep shit now.
I ain't really into performing arts, I just like people doing them.
It's one of my lower options in the university application form, but that's what I got instead.
I know nothing of it; the screen writing part.
But heck, I'll say this again; if I got it, fine. I have to strive and redeem myself. But if I don't cut it, there's always the Diploma in Culinary Arts at the Food Institute of Malaysia. I like that better, even though it's a non-government institute.
Argh... @~@
Okay, better of researching on the shitty Malaysian movie industry some more. Tomorrow, I'm gonna have to do a last minute shopping for some new threads specifically for the interview.
Right, before I end my rant, I made this last night. I might do a little translation for it as well:
Pasal aku SEKARANG
About me NOW
Nama gua Iki.Ali. Ni gua.
My name's Iki.Ali. This is me.
Ni pun gua.
That's also me.
Realiti kat sini.
Reality's over here.
Aku boleh tengok je.
I could only watch.
Muka poyo, tapi... TAPI...
I look cool, but... BUT...
SEBENARNYA...
ACTUALLY...
Ni la dalam otak aku...
This is what's inside my mind...
PITCH BLACK...
Patutnya camni...
It's supposed to be like this...
OVERLOAD!
Semua nak orang suap
I'm so damn pampered.
Kalau tak... TAK GERAK!
If I wasn't... I WON'T BUDGE!
"JALAN!!!"
"WALK!!!"
Halo~... ada orang ka...?
Hello~ ... anyone there...?
Jalan dah ada, tapi still expect benda tu nak datang kat aku, bukannya nak cari! Tengok ni, kat gurun ni, jalan punya banyak,
The paths are already there, but I'm still expecting things to come to me, instead of me finding them! Look, at the desert, there's damn many paths he can take,
tapi nak jugak orang tolong! Dah tau dia sorang-sorang plak tu!
but he's still hoping for support, even though he knows he's alone!
Dunia ni kejam.
The world is cruel.
So, aku kena INDIE!
So, I have to be INDIE!
Aku kena SURVIVE!
I have to SURVIVE!
Tak tau la when I'll change, but when the time comes, I'll stick to it. BELIEVE IT!
I don't know when I'll change, but when the time comes, I'll stick to it. BELIEVE IT!
Besides, aku yang nak hidup.
Besides, it's me who wants to live.
So... tu je lah.
So... that's it.
Till then.