Aug 31, 2005 10:02
How the heck did I pull that off?
I convinced myself that this entity was worthy of my time.
Who was I to believe that the once-dazzling smirk that this person's face wore was more superior than mine? I felt inferior. Now i laugh. because to me its funny. I brought this this entity into my world and introduced him to my family. Now if any of you are thinkin its a child....get rid of that thought...
BUt I trusted this person, someone tell me why....
I knew what had happened before and I bought this person things with money that took hours and hours. I guess i bought myself a lesson and it was well worth it.
I thought this person was my best friend. Nevertheless, still is. We aren't perfect but to stoop to certain levels..isn't cool. i guess it just took me a little bit longer 2 believe it.
i wore a smile. now ill just walk with my big stick ..... and keep up the strength.
Because he never actually did "hurt" me intentionally. its jus I finally realized how careless his ass is as a person and thats just him.