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Whenever I am feeling disoriented about something I write. It doesn't matter if its on LJ or pen to paper. Just everything I write about doesn't exemplify ratification that I am actually depressed. It's like you told me everything would be okay... and to express it; then when I do, you just up and forget everything that was shared...
Even when I was with yuh, you never really could tell what I was thinking, you had no idea what I was feeling. THats why when I'm stuck i write, and i don't talk about the absolute true reasons for my feelings of whatever it might be. AND its also true that just because I'm going through some stuff on my own, it doesn't mean i'm incapable to hang around. And like i said, no 1 will ever know me as well as they should..But its cooL...maybe thats part of this purpose....
~*~*~For the record, I am not depressed...just very analytical these days.
Even when I was with yuh, you never really could tell what I was thinking, you had no idea what I was feeling. THats why when I'm stuck i write, and i don't talk about the absolute true reasons for my feelings of whatever it might be. AND its also true that just because I'm going through some stuff on my own, it doesn't mean i'm incapable to hang around. And like i said, no 1 will ever know me as well as they should..But its cooL...maybe thats part of this purpose....
~*~*~For the record, I am not depressed...just very analytical these days.