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[akslm624]

so today was pretty wild...last night first of all was great! :) i got to hang out with alex..he says that we will get back together. he says hes begun to realize how much i mean to him and how big of a role i play in his life. :) hope that goes well. he says though...that he cant have me right now because me and him have to many things going on. which is true. like ive said before. i have things to do im busy. but he stills makes time and finds it to hang out with me :) like last night. and this morning. we stayed up till 330 last night laying next to each other just talking and everything. it was great. but this morning he mostly slept or we just went places. i dont care. i was with him. thats all that mattered. so imma give it time like he says. he WANTS to actually pick up this time. its not just "well i cant ashley me and u have to work on things and we have alot of things different with us" NOW we have settled those problems and just have to worry about the things that we have to get done. great. :) he says im very understanding. and he loves me. i hope he really means that. but u know what? i think he does. or else he wouldnt beg to come over or for me to pick him up so he can take me out to eat or anything like that. :) so im all happy today. so today i worked. got out early WOOT WOOT! ok so maybe just 45 minutes early but oh well. work was BuSy! for realz...i was busting a sweat. hard shit. so today "HE" texted me. wondering if i was ever going to talk to him. and then he had to mention about alex. y cant he just leave us alone? cant he see that hes done something horribly wrong and i cant EVER trust him again. ive told him so many secrets and hes told everyone around him. bull shit. thats not a friend. so he doesnt deserve me as one. bottom line.well anyways on to more happy things...i saw my band director from south park at taco bell. i was like "MR MOLINA!!!!!" he was like hey..i tihnk i made him proud when i told him that i made 1st chair in a band, playing a solo this thursday, and am going to STATE solo and ensemble...i told him i learned from the best...cuz i did. :) i love that guy. bottom line. :) welp i better go get into bed. im tired and i have to get up early in the morning and then go work. :( OH YA my fat ass brother biggs came to my job it was funny. :)
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