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This journal is over 3 years old now. Spattered all over this is my former depressed, suicidal self, a place I will never know again. I've learned much from those times. I've learned that I do need to listen to those around me that say that they care, back than I didn't think it was possible for someone to care about me. I've came to learn nothing can be more different than this. We all have our ups and downs, I gave a lot of you some hard and stressful times back than, but to that I say this... You deserved it you mother fuckers cause you did it back! It was crazy, crazy drama a lot of the time. I still wouldn't change it. I needed to learn things on my own. Not sure if I'll post on here or not again on a regular basis, I suppose I could. I hardly talk to most of you anymore, I guess that's life. But than again life doesn't have to be like that.
Everyone says life is short, I disagree. It's the longest thing you ever have to do. Think of everything that has came and gone since the McDonalds days. So much, so many friends came and gone, so much learned, so many mistakes, those two go hand in hand.
I do still feel that at some point in my life I want to write a memoir and just some of my minds logic. I've always been good at helping guide others, just never that good at guiding myself. Never forget who you are, never forget the person you have been in the past is only the current you if that's who you want them to.
Everyone says life is short, I disagree. It's the longest thing you ever have to do. Think of everything that has came and gone since the McDonalds days. So much, so many friends came and gone, so much learned, so many mistakes, those two go hand in hand.
I do still feel that at some point in my life I want to write a memoir and just some of my minds logic. I've always been good at helping guide others, just never that good at guiding myself. Never forget who you are, never forget the person you have been in the past is only the current you if that's who you want them to.