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Dec 07, 2004 12:18

Oh man, I am so unmotivated! I should work out, but I don't want to because I feel too lazy. I have to work in an hour, but I don't want to because it bores me to tears.

I should draw, but.... I just don't have anything to really... draw... really.

I am, on the other hand, having quite the amounts of fun with Sarah (despite the fact that I am sick, continously, since I've been home).

I had a dream that my mom made me leave Colorado like, two weeks early (even before Sarah), like I had only been here a week and a half, and there hadn't been any snow-- and as some people know, this may be my last break here in the great CO as my mom has moved to Jackson for a job, and my dad may retire and join her.

You never know if that'll really happen though, they're rather indecisive.

So, I am having fun, despite my laziness. I just find it hard to get motivated during Christmas time, I think, 'cause I am quite the bum.

Chanukah's coming up relatively soon, I have to finish buying Christmas presents (because my pay check hasn't come in, and I need my paycheck from mom too).

AND UHMN LET US SEE, WHAT ELSE IS THERE?!

I loooooooooove Ryan. I see relationships fall apart all the time, and it worries me, because I remember how much they said they loved each other in this point of their relationships. I also have a tendency to fall very deeply into an emotion without stopping to evaluate it's authenticity. That is currently not the case, as I have evaluated and reevaluated my relationship and my emotion many a times.

I am quite happy. Even if the rest of the kids at SCAD are douchebags.

DOUCHEEEEEEEEES.

Reno is quite the cutie. AKRED'S GONNA GET LAID.
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