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Has anyone ever said to you, "don't get mad - get even!" ?
Hoooooooooly
Mother
FUCK
Yeah.
So when I come home this afternoon my sister is restless, clingy.
Shes been couped up at home on her own all day - she has her drivers license now and the Station is within walking distance ... though I say it like shes confined because shes got to wait for people to get home before she gets to action -- people have got to be around so her actions can be validated, and as soon as I've finished my school day its like she thinks shes fallen behind.
It's pathetic.
It's not something that Im saying just cause Im mad at her and Im using this as a bitch (I mean people are actually READING this journal, and who likes to be yelled at)?
Ive known this since she was about 15.
Im just trying to describe her and connect it with what just happened: as soon as I get home, she gets in the mood to cook, today.
So she gets the tupperware container in the cupboard that has a section full of just peanuts and a section full of mixed nuts and adds all the mixed nuts into what shes cooking: chocolate fudge.
I've been Vegan for a very very short time, now. I'm just starting out and till I get some more info, which I'm reaching out for best I can, but in the meantime Im sticking to what I know best to be vegan: fruit, nuts, grains, and vegetables.
I like veggies, so that's not a problem. Ive got soy milk now too, which I think is really nice, and I love rice and bread.
But for fucks sake, can I have my nuts?!
Ive been living on a cocktail of nutrients from different types of nut for the past 2 afternoons and There goes Laura to drop them ALL into her chocolate fudge. and I mention that to her and we get into this brawl, Im not really heated up about it and it no longer means anything to me so im not compelled to write about it anymore but i will, basically she said she was vegetarian too, and i said she can eat a wider variety then me leave them alone, she said its a choice of mine, i asked her if anyone should know about chucking a shit about respecting dieting habits it should be her - to respect that. then it got messy with the defeat and subject change: something I noticed when people argue.
Have you ever read an argument and noticed that a poor debater makes the threshold between bringing in a new point and Subject change really obvious? that is, subject change within the argument?
then she tries to rile me up instead about how she thinks I'll sell out, I dont buy in till she starts going through the cupboards pointing out every alternative vegan item and then i ask her where i get my protein from, she says she hasnt seen me eat a piece of fruit in a long time and i point out she hardly sees me eat.
well anyway It ends by me spinning out a really long sentence that I cant remember and laura chuckling drily. but my nuts are still gone so I go upstairs and give karma a little poke in the bumbum, I scuffle around a bit, find some body lotion of mine - but she can keep it.
So I picked out her unwritten law CD, brought it back to my room, pulled a stapler apart and used a sharp bit to scratch it up reeeeeeal good.
yeah, doesnt look like that can ever be played again!
Well, Tomorrow Im out to prove you CAN have fun for free out there these days.
I've got a disposable camera to use up on a trip into Sydney City - like the QVB, Hyde park, Pitt street, basically everything but Sydney Harbour cause I can't walk there... the purpose of that is to give the tourist treatment to Trinity - to take photos everywhere and send them to her to show her what Sydneys like.
Then I might walk to / from newtown, or laze around in hyde park, or... hmmm I'm not sure!
Today was Valentines Day. I wasnt loved. I hate everything, I hate everything, yeah yeah yeah yeah, I HATE EVERYTHING! Why am I in such a great mood?! This is fantastic.
Hoooooooooly
Mother
FUCK
Yeah.
So when I come home this afternoon my sister is restless, clingy.
Shes been couped up at home on her own all day - she has her drivers license now and the Station is within walking distance ... though I say it like shes confined because shes got to wait for people to get home before she gets to action -- people have got to be around so her actions can be validated, and as soon as I've finished my school day its like she thinks shes fallen behind.
It's pathetic.
It's not something that Im saying just cause Im mad at her and Im using this as a bitch (I mean people are actually READING this journal, and who likes to be yelled at)?
Ive known this since she was about 15.
Im just trying to describe her and connect it with what just happened: as soon as I get home, she gets in the mood to cook, today.
So she gets the tupperware container in the cupboard that has a section full of just peanuts and a section full of mixed nuts and adds all the mixed nuts into what shes cooking: chocolate fudge.
I've been Vegan for a very very short time, now. I'm just starting out and till I get some more info, which I'm reaching out for best I can, but in the meantime Im sticking to what I know best to be vegan: fruit, nuts, grains, and vegetables.
I like veggies, so that's not a problem. Ive got soy milk now too, which I think is really nice, and I love rice and bread.
But for fucks sake, can I have my nuts?!
Ive been living on a cocktail of nutrients from different types of nut for the past 2 afternoons and There goes Laura to drop them ALL into her chocolate fudge. and I mention that to her and we get into this brawl, Im not really heated up about it and it no longer means anything to me so im not compelled to write about it anymore but i will, basically she said she was vegetarian too, and i said she can eat a wider variety then me leave them alone, she said its a choice of mine, i asked her if anyone should know about chucking a shit about respecting dieting habits it should be her - to respect that. then it got messy with the defeat and subject change: something I noticed when people argue.
Have you ever read an argument and noticed that a poor debater makes the threshold between bringing in a new point and Subject change really obvious? that is, subject change within the argument?
then she tries to rile me up instead about how she thinks I'll sell out, I dont buy in till she starts going through the cupboards pointing out every alternative vegan item and then i ask her where i get my protein from, she says she hasnt seen me eat a piece of fruit in a long time and i point out she hardly sees me eat.
well anyway It ends by me spinning out a really long sentence that I cant remember and laura chuckling drily. but my nuts are still gone so I go upstairs and give karma a little poke in the bumbum, I scuffle around a bit, find some body lotion of mine - but she can keep it.
So I picked out her unwritten law CD, brought it back to my room, pulled a stapler apart and used a sharp bit to scratch it up reeeeeeal good.
yeah, doesnt look like that can ever be played again!
Well, Tomorrow Im out to prove you CAN have fun for free out there these days.
I've got a disposable camera to use up on a trip into Sydney City - like the QVB, Hyde park, Pitt street, basically everything but Sydney Harbour cause I can't walk there... the purpose of that is to give the tourist treatment to Trinity - to take photos everywhere and send them to her to show her what Sydneys like.
Then I might walk to / from newtown, or laze around in hyde park, or... hmmm I'm not sure!
Today was Valentines Day. I wasnt loved. I hate everything, I hate everything, yeah yeah yeah yeah, I HATE EVERYTHING! Why am I in such a great mood?! This is fantastic.