February 1st 2010

[aknaru]

I know what you mean and I understand fully what your talking about and I'm sorry you had to see me in so much pain. I am just having a hard time accepting it. I need to get away but I can't I don't have anywhere I can go and if I did go I would probably lose my job and I can't have you around but I need you here and these next couple days will be good for both of us. I truly believe it will. But I want you to come and get anything you need because this is half your apartment and you shouldn't be without anything you need. You know when I work and if you could drop off some money for food I would appreciate it because I honestly never prepared for this and I should have seen it coming from a mile away.

I'm sorry