Aug 18, 2007 02:21
going to the dark side.
observe my surroundings. breathe in the amazingly beautiful energy. feel loved. love in return. realise that i am somehow completely disconnected from it all. loneliness ensues. and repeat.
desperately seeking a connection to it all, wondering if anyone is ok with taking a ride on the dark side. i dont want a quick fix, i dont want to hear that it could be worse. would someone tell me that it's ok to be a mess? would someone let me cry and not back away knowing that there is no explaination? loneliness ensues.