a new year. for me. this new year is different. i feel that it will…: akmak

akmak_child

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Nov 30, 2005 22:14

a new year. for me.
this new year is different. i feel that it will be my favorite. for now. 22 sounds neat.

in this, for the 22nd year of me, i give resolution to a desperation to change, i give it a try
i will not force, i will instead allow
i will not turn my head, i will engage
i will not pretend to be what i pretend to love, i will pretend to be what i love for real
i will breathe, remove my tongue from the roof of my mouth
i will not spiral down without first leaving bread crumbs for navigating the way back up
i will evolve in passion, pretend, and re-be-come
i will take a fucking norweigian sauna
i will listen
i will give, return my cycle of breath

happy birthday, ingrid. thanks ingrid.