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okay so iiiinteresting past few days, lots of drunken retardedness o n my part. buuuuuuut i will figure that shit out i guess.
anyways on to less important things, like me being so drunk that i set my alarm and then put my phone on silent because i was pissed last night and decided that that was the thing to do. so yay, i show up to work 3 hours late.....way to go me.
I just want to be the first to say that i was so drunk last night, i was being stupid and drunk and stubborn. but i had a damn good time doing it, so there. sorry for all those peopel that recieved the stupid angry side of me and not the having a good time side.
okay, so a stupid dramatic bullshit thing happened and i realized that my way of dealing with it was to not deal with it and just be angry abotu it, in hopes that the situation would fix itself. but whatever, of course its not, and is now just a stupid fucked up thing that no one wants to deal with, so FUCK THIS!!!
i'm starting to realize that when pot is being dealt with people get this look and feel abotu them, its like all they see is pot and all they want is pot, and if they dont get it, well....its not a good thing. i realized this when i went over to james' apartment last night and he gave me my little baggie and he was trying to have a conversation with me and all i could do was stare at my beautiful baggie of marijuana just smiling and me and waiting to be smoked. it was like i couldnt do anything but smoke it. anyways, now that i have sunk to the level of writing about my love for pot, i'm going to stop, because it is absolutely unneccessary for me to be doing this. But back to my original point i was trying to make, poeple are willing to do way to much for pot, you can tell....you get a look in your eyes, and your mouth starts watering and.....okay, i'm stopping. damnit. no matter how much i love pot, i love my friends more, and all i'm saying is that i'm not willing to let pot be a reason of fucking up a friendship.
i want to officially claim that i'm so hung over right now. the end.
anyways on to less important things, like me being so drunk that i set my alarm and then put my phone on silent because i was pissed last night and decided that that was the thing to do. so yay, i show up to work 3 hours late.....way to go me.
I just want to be the first to say that i was so drunk last night, i was being stupid and drunk and stubborn. but i had a damn good time doing it, so there. sorry for all those peopel that recieved the stupid angry side of me and not the having a good time side.
okay, so a stupid dramatic bullshit thing happened and i realized that my way of dealing with it was to not deal with it and just be angry abotu it, in hopes that the situation would fix itself. but whatever, of course its not, and is now just a stupid fucked up thing that no one wants to deal with, so FUCK THIS!!!
i'm starting to realize that when pot is being dealt with people get this look and feel abotu them, its like all they see is pot and all they want is pot, and if they dont get it, well....its not a good thing. i realized this when i went over to james' apartment last night and he gave me my little baggie and he was trying to have a conversation with me and all i could do was stare at my beautiful baggie of marijuana just smiling and me and waiting to be smoked. it was like i couldnt do anything but smoke it. anyways, now that i have sunk to the level of writing about my love for pot, i'm going to stop, because it is absolutely unneccessary for me to be doing this. But back to my original point i was trying to make, poeple are willing to do way to much for pot, you can tell....you get a look in your eyes, and your mouth starts watering and.....okay, i'm stopping. damnit. no matter how much i love pot, i love my friends more, and all i'm saying is that i'm not willing to let pot be a reason of fucking up a friendship.
i want to officially claim that i'm so hung over right now. the end.