Aug 02, 2005 12:34
i'm supposed to get my car back tomorrow...hell yeah....today started otu on a very grim note....i looked in my purse and lo and behold, my pipe layed there crying to me, in 2 pieces....i have no idea how it broke....but i'm devastated....i really think i can fix it though, because it broke into only two pieces, no like little break off pieces or anything, so i'm going to try and glue it back together with this special glass glue that i'm going to go and buy, its heat proof and waterproof, and is guaranteed to make glass stick to glass.
anyways, dude this week is going to last forever.....i just want friday to be here....i'm starting to really dread this work bullshit.
i'm trying to teach myself find satisfaction in being alone.....i hate being scared of being alone, and so i'm just going to slowly convince myself that its okay. i'm such a dependant person, but i'm going to try and break myself of that, because its pathetic.
god damnit.....i keep thinking about my pipe.....i'm going to go play some online backgammon.