My life is SAD~!!
What if I don't finish my studies, and just start working already~?
That would be sad ne~
Me not going to be able to reach my dreams...
Right now I don't really understand myself....
Well more than I used to that is.
Hai my life is sad, really sad.
It's just tiring to hear all this talk from my mom that I effing don't want to hear!!
I'm just tired.
I just don't want to hear any more of it.
I don't wanna hear any of her:
"Your so unlike your cousins.", "Your worthless" or "You will never amount to anything."
I just wish she'll just zip it.... even just for now.
Now that Koichi is here. ( My father's youngest son with his 3rd wife.)
I don't really harbour any bad feelings towards my father.
Even if I never had the chance to have a father figure by my side.
I was just happy that I was and still am alive.
I was thankfull to him for giving the chance at life to me.
I'm just satisfied to whatever he can give me.
Unfortunaltely my Mom is not like me.
She's furious with my dad and everything.
enough
I love my little 'Koi' I love all my half brother's!
I love them more than I love halo-halo....
I just wish my mom would love them even just half as much as I love them.
That would be sad ne~
Me not going to be able to reach my dreams...
Right now I don't really understand myself....
Well more than I used to that is.
Hai my life is sad, really sad.
It's just tiring to hear all this talk from my mom that I effing don't want to hear!!
I'm just tired.
I just don't want to hear any more of it.
I don't wanna hear any of her:
"Your so unlike your cousins.", "Your worthless" or "You will never amount to anything."
I just wish she'll just zip it.... even just for now.
Now that Koichi is here. ( My father's youngest son with his 3rd wife.)
I don't really harbour any bad feelings towards my father.
Even if I never had the chance to have a father figure by my side.
I was just happy that I was and still am alive.
I was thankfull to him for giving the chance at life to me.
I'm just satisfied to whatever he can give me.
Unfortunaltely my Mom is not like me.
She's furious with my dad and everything.
enough
I love my little 'Koi' I love all my half brother's!
I love them more than I love halo-halo....
I just wish my mom would love them even just half as much as I love them.