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[akisstothestars]

I want to feel safe. I want to not worry. I want to achieve something incredible. I want to feel like I make a difference. I want to be liked. I want to fit in. I want to be easy to talk to. I want to not be complicated. I want to be mature. I want to know how to handle situations. I want to know the right thing to say. I want to be educated. I want to be creative. I want to be beautiful. I want people to remember me. I want people to envy me. I want to not worry about things. I want to be carefree. I want to be completely honest. I want to be successful. I want to be original. I want to be older. I want to be good with words. I want to be interesting. I want to know as much as I possibly can. I want to travel all over the place. I want to live somewhere other than the place I live now. I want fascinating stories to pass on to my children. I want to be confident. I want to be comfortable around people and not awkward. I want to feel pretty. I want to be remembered. I want to make some difference in the world. I want to not turn out like my mother, I am so similar to her sometimes. I want to go to my real home. I want to be passionate about atleast one thing. I want to know what I do and do not believe in. I want to be sure of myself. I want to be sure of anything at all. I want to stop saying "I don't know" when I really do know. I want people to care about what I have to say. I want to be an amazing girlfriend, lover, wife, and mother someday. I want to make my opinions known and not be so shy. I want to save someone's life somehow. I want to feel like I made a difference in someone's life. I want to be where my heart is.

I wish I just wanted to be myself, and be happy with that person.

My vacation was pretty much amazing, except for some minor things.

Now back to reality.