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well i havent written in this in forever but i dont think anyone is going to read this cause yeah..i just dont think anyones going to. So its the 22nd today..which means only 9 days until my birthday and...21 days until i leave. And nothing has yet changed. I dont know what im going to do about everything. I trying to settle everything before i leave. Everyday things seem to get harder and harder because i miss andy more every single day. I just want to have another day with him like we use to have. Just ..i remember just laying on his bed listening to music and...talking. just every memory i have with him replays over and over in my head. And its driving me crazy because i just..i feel like ive told him all i could but i know i havent. I just want to tell him every last feeling i have toward him. I dont know how im gunna live my life down their without him because hes so much to me and my life.well yesterday shavan was showing me these lyrics and..They kinda just got to me..they just seemed perfect. And its wierd that im putting these on.
" I didn't get around to kiss you
goodbye on the hand
I wish that i could see you again
I know that i cant.
The day you slipped away
Was the day i found it won't be the same no..
The day you slipped away
Was the day that i found it won't be the same oh.."
but yeah. just thought ide write in hear since it really has been forever. Alex is on her way to my house right now, so im gunna go. ill write back later. Much love!
donna
" I didn't get around to kiss you
goodbye on the hand
I wish that i could see you again
I know that i cant.
The day you slipped away
Was the day i found it won't be the same no..
The day you slipped away
Was the day that i found it won't be the same oh.."
but yeah. just thought ide write in hear since it really has been forever. Alex is on her way to my house right now, so im gunna go. ill write back later. Much love!
donna