just another day...
hm.. today was a pretty fucked up day over all. today..everything just felt so wierd. I just felt so out of place. shavan didnt come. their was troubles with everything apperantly.god damn..i need her so much right now. but if im lucky, we might be getting her tomorrow. I feel so alone right now. it really does suck. my sister left this morning for germany. shes probably in on a 14 hour flight right now to vienna. i dont think that ive ever been away from her for 10 days. this really sucks. theirs someone i really do want to talk to right now. just to talk. no reason appointed. i should call him. fuck this sucks. uh..im just gunna go.