Im not to sure..
I dont know what to say okay. From once ill admit it, im speachless. I dont even understand whats going on. One day your talking to me like.. like nothing. And the next day you ignore me after school and just walk away. not a hug or anything. I didnt think ide let a guy hurt me again, but when you did that a part of me just shattered to pieces. I love you fucking more than anyone or any fucking thing. What else can i
say. I dont know. See, i know your always confused about what going on, but now i am. I dont even know what i did this time. Not in any way am i trying to hurt you, I could never deliberately try an hurt you, and i never have. Just please, believe me for once when i say this. We Havent talked in days andy, other than a word here and their. The only reason i havent talked to you was because i was scared to hear what you had to say, and even scared to know why you were mad at me this time. im going crazy here andy okay..i cant take it anymore. be mad at me if you want, stay mad or pissed at me for as long as you want. But i fucking love you with all my heart alright? you can say all these things, find different reasons to be mad at me.. but i just cant be mad at you too. It just kills me not having you even a little bit around. but im sorry for everything, everything that has happend in this past year. okay.. i am.. and.. well i dont know. Theirs nothing else that i can handle to say right now. Im just sorry i havent helped you as much as you have helped me. youve saved me, literally. so yeah...i love you ....
say. I dont know. See, i know your always confused about what going on, but now i am. I dont even know what i did this time. Not in any way am i trying to hurt you, I could never deliberately try an hurt you, and i never have. Just please, believe me for once when i say this. We Havent talked in days andy, other than a word here and their. The only reason i havent talked to you was because i was scared to hear what you had to say, and even scared to know why you were mad at me this time. im going crazy here andy okay..i cant take it anymore. be mad at me if you want, stay mad or pissed at me for as long as you want. But i fucking love you with all my heart alright? you can say all these things, find different reasons to be mad at me.. but i just cant be mad at you too. It just kills me not having you even a little bit around. but im sorry for everything, everything that has happend in this past year. okay.. i am.. and.. well i dont know. Theirs nothing else that i can handle to say right now. Im just sorry i havent helped you as much as you have helped me. youve saved me, literally. so yeah...i love you ....