life
i am making myself miserable. i have slipped in to a very depressing state of mind and i cant seem to pull out of it. i feel ugly and fat. i want to be beautiful like i was before i had a baby. i want my tummy back abd my nice long hair. i cant seem to follow through with anything. and im starting to piss myself off.
and its real fucking hot in here cause jeremy said it was too cols for akira. so now im sitting here burning up. i keep walking in the kitchen looking for some thing to eat and i know im not hungry. whats wrong with me!?
akira is still throwing up. well hes sleeping now. and jeremy and brian are gone to get food. and here i am. feeling all down and i have no idea why.
im sick of hearing people tell me i look better with long hair and i looked so good before i got pregnant. it just makes me feel so damn ugly.
and its real fucking hot in here cause jeremy said it was too cols for akira. so now im sitting here burning up. i keep walking in the kitchen looking for some thing to eat and i know im not hungry. whats wrong with me!?
akira is still throwing up. well hes sleeping now. and jeremy and brian are gone to get food. and here i am. feeling all down and i have no idea why.
im sick of hearing people tell me i look better with long hair and i looked so good before i got pregnant. it just makes me feel so damn ugly.