Life and changing lanes
Boy has it been awhile since I've strolled through livejournal. I am still alive. Life has thrown some giant stumbling blocks at me from time to time, but so far I haven't recieved any permanant damage. I thought I would see if my account was still active because I bought Trigun this weekend. It had me getting lost on memory lane as I thought about conventions I've been to and the fan fiction I used to write. I miss those time. I miss the friends I used to hang out with.
That's the thing about life. It isn't just a dirt path. It is a multi lane highway. Sometimes your friends and people you care for are right there beside you and sometimes the change lanes or get off on an exit.
Life has been changing fast recently and I guess that has reminded me of all the changes I've gone through in the years I've been breathing. There have been tons of changes. If I let myself think about the ones I've go through and then compare with the ones that are to come in the years ahead, it makes me want to dig a hole and pull it in after myself. Life doesn't always schedule changes. It likes to jump out at you with them, like bad surprise parties where everyone dresses like a clown. You are minding your own business, walk into a room and flip on the light, and then all of the people you know are disguised as Pennywise and attempting to give you heart failure.
That's the thing about life. It isn't just a dirt path. It is a multi lane highway. Sometimes your friends and people you care for are right there beside you and sometimes the change lanes or get off on an exit.
Life has been changing fast recently and I guess that has reminded me of all the changes I've gone through in the years I've been breathing. There have been tons of changes. If I let myself think about the ones I've go through and then compare with the ones that are to come in the years ahead, it makes me want to dig a hole and pull it in after myself. Life doesn't always schedule changes. It likes to jump out at you with them, like bad surprise parties where everyone dresses like a clown. You are minding your own business, walk into a room and flip on the light, and then all of the people you know are disguised as Pennywise and attempting to give you heart failure.