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[1] my father used to hit me
[2] three times in the past year he has
[3] my parents verbally abuse me
[4] they have no faith in me
[5] they think i'm fucked up
[6] they think i'm going no where in life
[7] they discourage my talent
[8] they dont believe in my music or the fact that i excell musically
[9] my father doesnt let me talk to other people
[10] he evesdrops on my phone convorsations
[11] he looks at every call i make on my cell phone
[12] he calls me fat
[13] and then grounds me for not eating
[14] he stole my cd player when it was hidden under my sweatshirt
[15] he searches my computer weekly to try to find proof the i'm doing something bad
[16] he only cares about my grades
[17] i've been doing martial arts for 10 years and i've been competing for the past 6, and last year was the first one he has ever been to, and he was late
[18] he criticizes everything i do, even if he has never seen me do it
[19] he loses his temper very fast and i am terrified of him
[20] he claims i never study, when i spend 4 hours everynight while he is either on his computer or watching tv
[21] he treats me and my mother like slaves and expects us to do everything for him
[22] if he is replacing a light, he needs both of us there...for what reason i have yet to find out
[23] he gives my mother shit about the way i've been raised
[24] if i get 1 B on my reportcard, i get my phone taken away for 3 months, 2 Bs = 6 months, and i'm guessing i'm getting the shit beaten out of me if i get a C
[25] he only lets me go out with my friends once a month, if i want to go out on a saturday night, my mom has to sneak me out
i hate to dis my parents
but right now
they deserve it
[2] three times in the past year he has
[3] my parents verbally abuse me
[4] they have no faith in me
[5] they think i'm fucked up
[6] they think i'm going no where in life
[7] they discourage my talent
[8] they dont believe in my music or the fact that i excell musically
[9] my father doesnt let me talk to other people
[10] he evesdrops on my phone convorsations
[11] he looks at every call i make on my cell phone
[12] he calls me fat
[13] and then grounds me for not eating
[14] he stole my cd player when it was hidden under my sweatshirt
[15] he searches my computer weekly to try to find proof the i'm doing something bad
[16] he only cares about my grades
[17] i've been doing martial arts for 10 years and i've been competing for the past 6, and last year was the first one he has ever been to, and he was late
[18] he criticizes everything i do, even if he has never seen me do it
[19] he loses his temper very fast and i am terrified of him
[20] he claims i never study, when i spend 4 hours everynight while he is either on his computer or watching tv
[21] he treats me and my mother like slaves and expects us to do everything for him
[22] if he is replacing a light, he needs both of us there...for what reason i have yet to find out
[23] he gives my mother shit about the way i've been raised
[24] if i get 1 B on my reportcard, i get my phone taken away for 3 months, 2 Bs = 6 months, and i'm guessing i'm getting the shit beaten out of me if i get a C
[25] he only lets me go out with my friends once a month, if i want to go out on a saturday night, my mom has to sneak me out
i hate to dis my parents
but right now
they deserve it