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So recently, this young girl who used to be our neighbor started getting into news/tegomasu and asked if I could give her my fave tracks from their albums.
Its been ages since I last listened to NewS. Sometimes I would feel like putting all songs in my music folder on shuffle then a random news/tm song would play and its either I skip it or listen inattentively- but I usually skipped it. To be very honest, it has been longer than what feels like a century since I last listened to news/tm with much enthusiasm. And I really didn't feel like checking out each of their songs- which're already quite unfamiliar to me now- to recall which ones I loved and 'favorited' but the girl kept bugging me and I just wanted to get things over with. So I opened each album, folder by folder (in no particular order), track by track....and as I kept going, this indescribable feeling just started creeping up on me. Everything just started coming back, welling up like a huge wave so painfully familiar it made me tear up. I listened to Snow Express and oh, tears. MY FEELS. When I reached hoshi wo mezashite, I just.....I was already close to sobbing.
Tegoshi's voice. That voice I had loved so much. And everything else. Everything just felt a little too nostalgic- if that's possible.
I do not regret having been in the news fandom. Neither do I regret having spent so much- TOO MUCH energy adoring Tegoshi.
I may no longer be a fan now, but those boys will always have a special place in my heart and I will always and forever have a soft spot for them. I used to think otherwise but well, I guess I was wrong.
Anyhow, I'm so done with being emotional lol
Let me just conclude that LIVE is NEWS' best album. ;o; COLOR too! Although the last NEWS release I downloaded was still Chankapaana so I don't know if they have much better albums and songs. Haha (want to recommend me some good songs I'm not aware of? omglol this feels weird???) I'm out. Bye.
Its been ages since I last listened to NewS. Sometimes I would feel like putting all songs in my music folder on shuffle then a random news/tm song would play and its either I skip it or listen inattentively- but I usually skipped it. To be very honest, it has been longer than what feels like a century since I last listened to news/tm with much enthusiasm. And I really didn't feel like checking out each of their songs- which're already quite unfamiliar to me now- to recall which ones I loved and 'favorited' but the girl kept bugging me and I just wanted to get things over with. So I opened each album, folder by folder (in no particular order), track by track....and as I kept going, this indescribable feeling just started creeping up on me. Everything just started coming back, welling up like a huge wave so painfully familiar it made me tear up. I listened to Snow Express and oh, tears. MY FEELS. When I reached hoshi wo mezashite, I just.....I was already close to sobbing.
Tegoshi's voice. That voice I had loved so much. And everything else. Everything just felt a little too nostalgic- if that's possible.
I do not regret having been in the news fandom. Neither do I regret having spent so much- TOO MUCH energy adoring Tegoshi.
I may no longer be a fan now, but those boys will always have a special place in my heart and I will always and forever have a soft spot for them. I used to think otherwise but well, I guess I was wrong.
Anyhow, I'm so done with being emotional lol
Let me just conclude that LIVE is NEWS' best album. ;o; COLOR too! Although the last NEWS release I downloaded was still Chankapaana so I don't know if they have much better albums and songs. Haha (want to recommend me some good songs I'm not aware of? omglol this feels weird???) I'm out. Bye.