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so I'm probably not going to be able to read harry potter for two or three weeks... my sisters fiance has a copy pre-ordered and I'm probably going to have to wait till he's finished... so No Spoilers!!... Please!
so in other news, sometimes I feel really down, but I don't know if I should really talk about it on lj. I don't really feel like I actually use lj as much of a journal, but more as a thing to communicate with you guys. also, I definitely think of you guys as friends, but I don't know if any of you even really want to hear about all the things that get me down. I mean, its always nice to get support from your friends, but I don't want to be like "a downer", or look like I'm doing it for the attention either. but I guess I shouldn't like, only talk to my friends about happy stuff, I should talk to them about most everything going on in my life too; and I dunno though, I guess I don't ever mind when somebody else makes a sad post on their lj. I'm usually worried and concerned and everything and its fine. also, maybe its just that I don't make comments and nobody makes comments on mine, so it feels like I'm not actually talkin to anybody... or maybe its just cus I haven't hung out with that many of you lately... hmmm, *shrug* more on this later... maybe...
in other, other news, a thought dawned on me. I want to, through movies, challenge myself. like, there are some movies that I just never really wanted to watch, since they seemed kind of scarey, or like, mind blowing, in a bad way, at least to my very sheltered self; but right now, I want to challenge myself and watch them. I can think of some movies that I haven't seen that are about stuff that I don't come across all that often, like the Rocky Horror Picture Show, or Hedwig and the Angry Inch, but also like "normal" movies that I haven't seen, like The Birdcage, or But I'm a Cheerleader (is Psycho Beach Pary a normal movie?). heh, I dunno, those seem to only be about transvestites and gay people (except for that fifth one), but yeah. that, and other stuff too, like Donnie Darko or Trainspotting or Requiem for a Dream or any other "challenegs the status quo (or something)" cult classics (is Reservoir Dogs a movie like that?). so I thought I would start some sort of list, but I can only think of a couple and it would really be appreciated if any of you (all of you would be best!) guys could like, post a comment or something if you have any ideas for me. Thanks!
-later-
so in other news, sometimes I feel really down, but I don't know if I should really talk about it on lj. I don't really feel like I actually use lj as much of a journal, but more as a thing to communicate with you guys. also, I definitely think of you guys as friends, but I don't know if any of you even really want to hear about all the things that get me down. I mean, its always nice to get support from your friends, but I don't want to be like "a downer", or look like I'm doing it for the attention either. but I guess I shouldn't like, only talk to my friends about happy stuff, I should talk to them about most everything going on in my life too; and I dunno though, I guess I don't ever mind when somebody else makes a sad post on their lj. I'm usually worried and concerned and everything and its fine. also, maybe its just that I don't make comments and nobody makes comments on mine, so it feels like I'm not actually talkin to anybody... or maybe its just cus I haven't hung out with that many of you lately... hmmm, *shrug* more on this later... maybe...
in other, other news, a thought dawned on me. I want to, through movies, challenge myself. like, there are some movies that I just never really wanted to watch, since they seemed kind of scarey, or like, mind blowing, in a bad way, at least to my very sheltered self; but right now, I want to challenge myself and watch them. I can think of some movies that I haven't seen that are about stuff that I don't come across all that often, like the Rocky Horror Picture Show, or Hedwig and the Angry Inch, but also like "normal" movies that I haven't seen, like The Birdcage, or But I'm a Cheerleader (is Psycho Beach Pary a normal movie?). heh, I dunno, those seem to only be about transvestites and gay people (except for that fifth one), but yeah. that, and other stuff too, like Donnie Darko or Trainspotting or Requiem for a Dream or any other "challenegs the status quo (or something)" cult classics (is Reservoir Dogs a movie like that?). so I thought I would start some sort of list, but I can only think of a couple and it would really be appreciated if any of you (all of you would be best!) guys could like, post a comment or something if you have any ideas for me. Thanks!
-later-