i went crazy again today lookin for a strand to climb ..lookin' for a little hope ..
my head is hurting.
but not in the headache way.
like the questioning so much it makes me want to throw up.
also ..i believe my life is the living, breathing, real-life version of bridget jones. and this happens to be my so-called "diary" she owns.
if anyone wants to make a film out of it ..you have my permission.
i watched eternal sunshine of the spotless mind with riss and lisa. absolutely amazing. cinematically, photography, casting ..even down to her hair color (yes, all of them), everything was as it should have been.
very well put together.
it made me think.
like the good thinking.
you know when you have a dream about something ..and you really like it.. because in some weird way everything worked out as it should have.. and then you wake up and things are opposite. like ..the exact opposite happened.
it makes me nuts.
and i am going crazy to an extent because i don't know what has been going on this month. basically anything even merely not good as happened. and theres 3 days left of it.
december will start off well with a field trip on the first.
the 10th - Mark's birthday.
the 12th - Diogo's birthday party. Cutest 3 year old ever.
the 14th - Aida auditions.
the 22nd - Mark finally comes home.
the 25th - Must I really tell you?
the 31st - Finally New Years.
the great thing is ..inbetween all of these days ..i have field trips up the wazoo.
tomorrow i have a family party.
i feel uneasy about it.
but not in the headache way.
like the questioning so much it makes me want to throw up.
also ..i believe my life is the living, breathing, real-life version of bridget jones. and this happens to be my so-called "diary" she owns.
if anyone wants to make a film out of it ..you have my permission.
i watched eternal sunshine of the spotless mind with riss and lisa. absolutely amazing. cinematically, photography, casting ..even down to her hair color (yes, all of them), everything was as it should have been.
very well put together.
it made me think.
like the good thinking.
you know when you have a dream about something ..and you really like it.. because in some weird way everything worked out as it should have.. and then you wake up and things are opposite. like ..the exact opposite happened.
it makes me nuts.
and i am going crazy to an extent because i don't know what has been going on this month. basically anything even merely not good as happened. and theres 3 days left of it.
december will start off well with a field trip on the first.
the 10th - Mark's birthday.
the 12th - Diogo's birthday party. Cutest 3 year old ever.
the 14th - Aida auditions.
the 22nd - Mark finally comes home.
the 25th - Must I really tell you?
the 31st - Finally New Years.
the great thing is ..inbetween all of these days ..i have field trips up the wazoo.
tomorrow i have a family party.
i feel uneasy about it.