Life
I am begining to loose faith in it. This whole life thing.
These last couple of weeks have been the biggest pain in my ass tear jerkers depressing fucking angering rubbish that may have ever happened to me. Seriously. I am so mad that i would consider moving into my fathers house and we all know how much i love it there. Hell id consider living under a bridge to the shit i put up with. And unfortunately this is the safest place to post my issues where i wont hear and ear full for what i have to say.
I have been working two jobs recently, one that is physically demanding and the other of which is somewhat mentally demanding since i have to remember everything there is to know of something off the top of my head. My second job i got courtesy of an old friend who walked back into my life one day after we had a huge fight and werent going to talk anymore. Then she decided to come around and realize that maybe she wasnt 100 percent right. So we started hanging again she broke up with her girl friend she moved in upstairs now i work with her three days a week.
Also within this time frame a new neighbor moved in beside us, she is kind of nice but i mean obviously the easily stressed into ghetto drama type if you catch my drift. So after she moved in my fiance started hanging out outside and helping the neighbor lady with her kids, just generally being a nice guy. Everything goes well for a little bit until my co worker and friend vada starts running her fat stupid trap about my private feelings to my neighbor. Up to and including me getting jealous over wes just hanging out with other women. She hears this and she begins to hate wes and think he is a total scum bag since she is hearing half truths from vada, so i have to do damage control, tell her the whole truth of shit. So instead of doing the smart thing and confronting vada about it I decided not to confront her about running her fat whore trap because i didnt want to start drama.
SO things are resolved for about two days. if that. Then a fire gets started again because a fight starts between neighbor lady and another gal, kristyn who originally came on to wes and lied to everyone and said that he came on to her. In this fight Kristyn tells laurie that she has no room to call her a whore when laurie herself send naked photos to wes. So then laurie becomes infuriated with wes and wants nothing to do with him. Then of course vada has to get in on it. I have read every text message between kristyn and wes, wes never said anything mean about laurie or anything like that, never came on to krityn, nothing like that. Wes tells me everything that happens. *sigh* so now there is this huge kind of three way battle royal and all teh people in the middle are either getting sucked in like property or allies. I dont know what to do, Im stressed the fuck out from all of it. and then to add icing on the fucking cake fucking fa bitch tits decided to bitch me out today about not getting her commission done yet. Saying that i should show more courtesy to my customers. I AM SORRY THAT I WORK FUCKING TWO JOBS AND WORK 12 DAYS STRAIGHT WITH ONE DAY OFF THEN MORE MORE MORE WORK SO THAT I CAN SURVIVE AND THEN DEAL WITH DRAMA ON TOP OF IT. OH AND BTW YOUR HARDLY A FUCKING CUSTOMER AT ALL SINCE YOUR NOT PAYING FOR SHIT. SO SUCK MY FAT DICK.
So long story short, Im stressed out, Im bitchy. Im angry. I want to cry. I want to not exist. I want everyone to shut the fuck up and stop violating my privacy. and i hate drama whores.
These last couple of weeks have been the biggest pain in my ass tear jerkers depressing fucking angering rubbish that may have ever happened to me. Seriously. I am so mad that i would consider moving into my fathers house and we all know how much i love it there. Hell id consider living under a bridge to the shit i put up with. And unfortunately this is the safest place to post my issues where i wont hear and ear full for what i have to say.
I have been working two jobs recently, one that is physically demanding and the other of which is somewhat mentally demanding since i have to remember everything there is to know of something off the top of my head. My second job i got courtesy of an old friend who walked back into my life one day after we had a huge fight and werent going to talk anymore. Then she decided to come around and realize that maybe she wasnt 100 percent right. So we started hanging again she broke up with her girl friend she moved in upstairs now i work with her three days a week.
Also within this time frame a new neighbor moved in beside us, she is kind of nice but i mean obviously the easily stressed into ghetto drama type if you catch my drift. So after she moved in my fiance started hanging out outside and helping the neighbor lady with her kids, just generally being a nice guy. Everything goes well for a little bit until my co worker and friend vada starts running her fat stupid trap about my private feelings to my neighbor. Up to and including me getting jealous over wes just hanging out with other women. She hears this and she begins to hate wes and think he is a total scum bag since she is hearing half truths from vada, so i have to do damage control, tell her the whole truth of shit. So instead of doing the smart thing and confronting vada about it I decided not to confront her about running her fat whore trap because i didnt want to start drama.
SO things are resolved for about two days. if that. Then a fire gets started again because a fight starts between neighbor lady and another gal, kristyn who originally came on to wes and lied to everyone and said that he came on to her. In this fight Kristyn tells laurie that she has no room to call her a whore when laurie herself send naked photos to wes. So then laurie becomes infuriated with wes and wants nothing to do with him. Then of course vada has to get in on it. I have read every text message between kristyn and wes, wes never said anything mean about laurie or anything like that, never came on to krityn, nothing like that. Wes tells me everything that happens. *sigh* so now there is this huge kind of three way battle royal and all teh people in the middle are either getting sucked in like property or allies. I dont know what to do, Im stressed the fuck out from all of it. and then to add icing on the fucking cake fucking fa bitch tits decided to bitch me out today about not getting her commission done yet. Saying that i should show more courtesy to my customers. I AM SORRY THAT I WORK FUCKING TWO JOBS AND WORK 12 DAYS STRAIGHT WITH ONE DAY OFF THEN MORE MORE MORE WORK SO THAT I CAN SURVIVE AND THEN DEAL WITH DRAMA ON TOP OF IT. OH AND BTW YOUR HARDLY A FUCKING CUSTOMER AT ALL SINCE YOUR NOT PAYING FOR SHIT. SO SUCK MY FAT DICK.
So long story short, Im stressed out, Im bitchy. Im angry. I want to cry. I want to not exist. I want everyone to shut the fuck up and stop violating my privacy. and i hate drama whores.